Sunday, December 27, 2009

a nightmare...ive not been having one since......i dont even remember..

but i did....yesterday....

and it sure was my worse nightmare....olvl results...

i know its only a dream...but i cant stop myself from thinking that that could be reality...

i did badly for it...and i cried...i even woke up with tears still flowing down my cheeks...

my heart was still aching when i woke up...

it seemed so surreal....maybe ive been too stressed about it as its less than a month for the result to be in my hand..and with frequent questions abt my o's by my colleagues...its been a burden..


i hope its not true....i hope i did better than wat my dream says....pls......


Saturday, December 12, 2009

time really past quickly..

its been a week already...a lot of happenings...but happiness dominates!

working is a different but great experience...heheh

a lot of complains...a lot of standing,running,explaining...hahah

the diet plan that i want to follow to...scrapped!...this job made me lose weight already..great...now just have to maintain...hehe


today...the last day at geylang serai cc.....and the first meeting for this week....hahah...meeting up is really different eh..kekeke....i felt so glad i dont even know why..

3 more weeks....hehehe....common paycheck..come to mummeh~~


congrats~~~~:))

Sunday, November 22, 2009

ahh...although its good that its holiday....this word "fat" is taunting me..

"you're fat,go lose weight"...me:"i know,i'll lose it"

"go workout la..."....me:"im going to"

"fat,fat,fat,fat FAT!!!"......

"FAT is my enemy"..

full diet plan now:

everyday: 5mins of skipping,5 mins of sit ups,5 mins of jogging on spot.
: eat brunch, quaker oat or bread for dinner.
: stop snacking..have to remember tat really hard
: no fast food...minimum once every week.
: cut down on rice

yeap, thats how im gonna do for this whole time.....its not only for me to lose weight but get healthier. go go !!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!

at LAST.........the whole month of crazy studying....it has ended.

ahhhh..........but as human this is wat i really feel..

when its near end...i cant wait for it to end.......but when it actually ended....i cant believe it..haha

welll.......im so glad it finished.....but results are nerve-wrecking......am trying best to not think abt it..heheh

am gonna parTEH~~~~.....

oh ya.....i wanna work...need some moneh..hehe....hmmm i wonder wat job suits me...

raidah! go go!!! its gonna end soon...aft that lets go do wat you want..hehe...shop till you drop and eat till you're fat..hahahah

Monday, November 09, 2009

staring blankly at the computer...

thinking......~~

oh ya.....i need to lose 10kg....hmmm too hard...5kg first...

people kept saying im fat....and i do feel im gaining weight....

....ahhhhh....i'll have to start exercising and dieting.....

.........its soo near yet so far......my ambitions and dreams.....my future....

...aft this exam...will i be able to achieve it?...its kinda become a habit where i'll stay awake and kept thinking abt my results....its a scary thing.

aish....all these......it is a neverending process....

i guess....time is the answer..?..hmmph....lets just order a cup of memory...


ahhhhhh... i misss you guys sooo much!!!!!!

Friday, November 06, 2009

today...

hmmmph.....a bittersweet day.

to think of it...i was happy...but i was sad....

that presence overwhelmed me...i felt GREAT...

my paper...i did bad.....i felt...depressed...

hmm.....3 more papers...3 more......its 3 more chu~

a special day.....:)


4th year..wooo!lets wish 4 more great things

Saturday, October 24, 2009

we're just ordinary people...we dont know which way to go...

we rise and we fall...we feel feel like just walking...

coz we're ordinary people...maybe we should take it slow..

live and learn.....

Monday, October 19, 2009

.......helpless.......

i didnt know it would hurt me this much....

i didnt expect it to affect me this way.....

.............................................................................

i cant believe i repeat my mistakes.....

....how much i wanted to.....crying wont solve it.....pondering over it wont change it.....

huuuuh...am trying best to be happy....cheering up every now and then....only to find this feeling of lost....

its a wonder how i could keep up with a masked face.....

mayb because im used to...and am immuned to....

i want to be happy sincerely.....but i guess that will only happen after every obstacles,mine and tat someone have resolve...

its a shame how i feel this way while others with heavier burden dont say anything

i guess this is the only way to relieve myself.....hmmm TT.TT

Saturday, October 17, 2009

its funny how i dreamt everything and it felt soo real..hehe

raidah...i dreamt of you yest....hahaha...you came to my house..and somehow marina was in my house too..hehe.

you looked frail...i hope you are not that bad now..heeh....and ya...i even escort you back to the hospital and spent a night with you...weird?ya...i guess too.

huuh.....it's still playing in my mind...just hoping for the best....double happiness aft O's please....heh

Friday, October 16, 2009

today....

wasnt great...
it started off okay....but then....

listening to those who are goood...and i mean really gd at irk....saddened by a few mistakes..which is like...2-3 marks...made me feel like...hai...
them...losing those marks...still they get an A....me..if i were to lose those...i donno mayb i could get an F...i got C for prelims....wat do i expect...

tats why...i m sorry but i avoid smarties....but i was stucked just now....i dont hate them...but i dont like how they discuss...huuh...its hard......they wont understand the feeling of failing again and again till you are tired of yourself and felt like giving up...only to get back to track thinking abt parents and tcrs facial expression of motivation....hmm

im worried abt O's now....it seems okay now...but those big ones like maths and science....fuuh...i know im not the only one....all of us have that worry weighing on our shoulders.....

and another one just strucked me.....and i tot it was over...
i just hope evrything will get back and be okay..was really worried...calling,moaning...crying?heh

aisyah,you can do it! go go!...sista u too!!^^

Monday, October 05, 2009

heyyo~~~

wah..long time no updates..hehe

sooo.....had a great time last week..a lot of walking,visiting,laughing and such...even rudeness..sorry if i were a bid tad rude and obnoxious..i dont know wat happen to me...setan!hahah.

but really on thurs..i was really exhausted...from 7am...making drinks,carrying that huge water dispenser in nice clothes..haha weird but its wat expected of my job for that day...perjumpaan hari raya have become a running,cleaning,serving chores for us..haha but it was satisfying..it was okay..heheh

visiting tcrs was really precious to me..especially those who have stopped teaching..it was really memorable..heh

this week is for me to study...but still....i find it hard to start studying back...im tired...but i HAVE to force myself..coz it is in the end for my own good....

wish me luck in studying and get better grades.....amaths A1!!!!!!...haish...

ahhh...raya pics....dont have..hehe

Saturday, September 26, 2009

haa...im free from virusses..hehe..well not quite...the 3-in-1 package has bcome 2-in-1.

laying on top of the sofa for 3 days is no mean feat..ahhaha.

well..everythings fine now...except for my bad results...aish..mummy sorry will do better for o's okay. ahhh...hav to start study now....but am sooo reluctant.

i havent really celebrate raya...hmmph..i guess this coming thurs...wearing kurung to school can still be considered as hari raya wat...its the thought that counts..haha

hmmm....all my cravings...curb it..CURB IT!..........do well first...okay please......aisyah stop thinking...ahhhhh

my life is filled with hopes...heh....when its not fulfilled..that's when it hurts and bring me down...so hav to stop having tooo high a hope. aja!!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

ahhhh..victory....

after a week of stressing..brain-squeezing memorising mania...im freee...freee~~~~

well not just yet...urgh....

but at least..its just the time to revise and not hardcore memorising..my eyes..they are beautifully puffed and blackened..hahaha.

i wanna go out...but i think staying at home in front of the comp...indulge myself in games and vids and updates...is better...ahhh wat a great life....yeah rite.

hari raya doesnt seem like hari raya to me this yr...sad..heh

haish...do we get to go vacation this yr.....?i dont think so for my fam..but frens..hmmmph mayb:)...hehe


lets just think on the bright side..all those negativity...dump it,trash it...burn it?haha

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya everyone!...hehe

today was a really busy day...my arms,shoulders..ouch..haha

i weaved a whole lot of ketupats...next baked some kuehs...made arnd 16 trays of honey cornflacks(?).....tats quite a lot from what i used to make....

i was really tempted while mixing the honey....i seriously wanted to lick it off...yumyum.hahah..

and today's dinner was a feast...it's filled...my stomach too..i was soo excited..i ate extra..and got a tummyache..serves me rite..haha shud hav known better...yumyumyum the food.

oops...sirah...urgh i guess tmr i'll revise at nanny's house..hee:)


standing by you...be strong okay^-^

Thursday, September 17, 2009

hmmm...

shud i be enjoying now?......i dont think soooo.

haish..wateva,i wanna have a short break from massive brain-squeezing memorising mania...haha

am gonna make some hari raya kuehs tmr...heeehee..since mum is working..will be helping her out..haha im excited..i love making those kuehs...but cant taste them yet..haha

time passes really fast...another 2 days then its raya..then its gonna be o's..and then end...wooah.

heh...hmmm...a mixture of feelings...no worries..we can do it..aja!!


ki,nan mideo...urideul mideoyo..
kb ah.....why?

Friday, September 11, 2009

ahhhh...im dying of envy...seriously...ahahah.

it was a cute 'scene'....how i dreamt of being in her place..kekeke

the sweetest group of people....heehee...

i love you,u love me~~

nxt wk....battlefield!...hope i'll do well.....ahhh havent even finish memorising..like loootsss..*dead*

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

remembered that day..haha

ate poppeye and talked nonsense..my stomach was really aching from laughing too much. its been a long..hehe..camwhoring and endless legcramps by someone..ehem..haha

its been four years...ahhh...i miss the airplane. as i watched those aeroplanes...im tempted to go overseas....hehe..my mum would always say "go for a vacation urself when u hav the money"....hehe...mum that will be like 10 yrs...

hmmmph...i wanna a school field trip after O's....hahah..tat terengganu trip wasnt enough..and that bad incident..ish it pisses me off.hahak

ha....stop thinking about all this luxuries...coz its study period..and i really dont feel like memorising anything..tats bad......

Friday, September 04, 2009

arh.......a whole two weeks finished...DONE...for now

although i know my amaths gonna really pull me down after getting results...hopefully i dont fail again....haish...

the other subjects...wish me luck for getting okay...i dont specifically want A for everything...at least one...please...

welll...one burden off my shoulders...i wanna parteh today....only for today...coz tmr is shahadah studying time which is = memorising like crazeh...wooo

hope everything turn for the better...will try to get more for O's..yep2..



heehee..im happy seeing you trying hard..oppadeul fighting!!!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

heehee...

a very happy day indeed....smiling from ear to ear...my cheeks hurt too much..keeke..but it was worth it.

at last its as one....no more missing...yay!

and gd news....ive been playing games more than i study...what happen to study hard play less?....haiii......

but seriously the dentist game is seriously addictive...i cant stop^^

Friday, August 28, 2009

lets just say...im bored.....

hahah...am sooo slacking rite now....since its fri..kekek

watever abt the skin....hahahahak...just wanna try out...it seems nice..hehe

pics by me..heeeehee..nice rite??..

bambam: yep2..u're the girl!
ahhhhhh...long time ah..hehe

so one week of exam is over....one more week.....free for 10 days...another wk of exam....will they ever stop?...nope..there's 'exams' in life too...soo its a neverending situation.









listened to you....avidly...listening....

i felt a sense of disappointment in myself...

i think i havent done my part....

im sorry..i havent been a great support.....

but you should know..that im always by your side k?....

Monday, August 10, 2009

ahh...msgs could really sometimes show our real feelings....

i was hyper and u knew that..kekek..was a bit embarrassed...hahaha

i dont know why..today...felt like im high~..

went out and splurge...i wasnt even planning on buying that bag...i saw it and "my dream bag!" was circling around me...i checked my wallet and it was enough so i bought it...haish...but then thinking back....sooner or later i would have bought it tooo...so no diff..hehe

i misss my ****.....huuhuu~~~hahah


you were grinning with proudness huh.....taking over ur senior....really like it rite?...heeheeee..u were too cute for words>_<

Saturday, August 08, 2009

why do i feel like this...

maybe i shouldnt be bothered..........

maybe im too sensitive............

maybe its just me..............

......maybe...........its my retribution?.......................

Friday, August 07, 2009

happy advanced national day~heheh

the perfs today was a bit..hehehe..okay la....only that....i seriously dont like that dragged madrasah anthem....it pisses me off somehow..hahaha

cleaning up everything was sure tiring..taking pics like its the last day..again?hah....and scolded by an impatient bus driver..hahaa.....my blood was boiling inside...cant you be more patient?!!!

huh~~~~.....

2 more weeks......

.........be strong! aja!

Saturday, August 01, 2009

ah!~ im the next victim......help!

hehe..

theres soo much waiting for me today..a whole lot shud i say..

im hyper-ing myself up.......fly away viruses~~~~

you...are u going or not?......pls.......haish

nxt wk.....hope all those people..haha..will come back to sch....in a class with less than 30 is soo lonely..hahah..miss you all!

Monday, July 27, 2009

200th post..hehe

a day that i will remember...

in this up and down life...such trivial things will always perk me up..

in a split sec...that sound coming from a very well known person..just really made me feel alive..

its a pity how they are not very well-off.....but the fact that other people who are of high ranking know their presence...its a good feeling...

it made me happy....today....although it was pretty hard....i did manage to control everything and made myself happier

is it the weather......it feels like a dark cloud is hanging above me..

"the weather is temperamental,like you".....i understand..heh

Sunday, July 26, 2009

can i join the milk club too?

really feeling the same as the members of milk club..

joking around to force yourself to feel better yet inside..its totally diff....

Saturday, July 25, 2009

nice meeting you raidah...wah its been...a really long time...hhehe
sorry i was awkward at first..hyper next...then quiet.....
my mood just keep changing....in a day i can have all those emotions..heheheh....like i said im weird..

coincidentally,my mum cooked nasi lemak..if only i knew..i could bring some for you..hahahahah

next year...for 4 months..let us be your outdoor assistants?...hahah..wherever you wanna go..insyaallah i'll accompany if im in gd health..kekeke


















forget about all those confusions...stop worrying ...smile..?

Friday, July 24, 2009

i find myself.......irritating..arent i?

somehow.....i feel like........hmmph..just that when im hyper,people ignore me...when im moody somehow,people are feeling great...

mayb my mood doesnt coincides with others thats why..i wonder if im an AB type..i think im a weird person.....

it is weird....ya.....

being moody when people are feeling great is just not right.....i seemed to be a wet blanket.

however..i love watching and listening to other people...without response in a way..i just glare and laugh inside..i wonder how i do it..

thats why..people are kinda annoyed by me ....mad at me or anything....but they dont say..

maybe im being oversensitive but..you know ur ownself....and i can feel someone's emotion...surprisingly..im not kidding..

so...how??????
today seemed like the last day of school..seriously..all those phototakings....
hehe...nice big class we have...happy:) just hope that it was full but never mind...while we took pics,we remembered you two.




spazzing like a mad person....hahaha..
a little tear was what made me scringe...
this little happiness really do made my day..

4th?...hmnmm......come on..early can?hahaha
m?...hurry come,hurry end..if can...scrape it out!kekekeke

Saturday, July 18, 2009

its 110 am now....why am i not sleeping when there's sch tmr?..heheh..i slept at 9..woke up at 11...so now i feel like insomnia..ah ah~~~

a gist of it was wat made it all....heeheee...aaaaaahhhhhhhh.....need to sleep but the feeling..just aint apt....hahahah

fast...really fast..kekeke

very obedient indeed..thumbs up!!!!

nice.........wooohooooo~~~~

need to save more money i guess..there's so much i wanna buy aft everything is settled(exams)..shame on me for thinking that far when i havent even revised...haha

Friday, July 17, 2009

its been reaally hot lately...aish i'll be needing those ice packs..heehee..

hmmmm...it must have been funn...

when...oh when..................ah........


me:ouch!
kakak:eh,kau ni asek langgar bende..gi pakai baju sponge ah..
me: is it reaaly that bad?hahahahha

ya..me...im as clumsy as ever..i keep banging onto things...bruises here,there..everywhere bruise,bruise~~~aish..when will it ever stop....hahaha

prelims in a month....aisyah ganbattae!!!!!!!

Friday, July 10, 2009

Triple...a drama im stucked on now...aih...at this time..how could i even be glued to a series...

seriously..triple is love....its been long since i've last addicted to a drama...the cast is great,the story tooo

but seriously..hwal..u cant like haru..andwaeeeeeee!!!.....
its like incest although they are steps....aish...please eh...dont drag on whether hwal wants to be with haru.....haru go with poong ho la...

ahahaha..ive never been this aggresive on dramas..this is one of those which i practically discuss and debate with my sis everytime each ep came out...hahahaha..we could talk for hours over an ep..its grt though to unwind..hhehehe..

ooohhh...waiting for more...triple daebak!

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

i was surfin for kpop news when i found this...

omo..if i was there..waahhhh...waaahhh..green with envy...wahhhhhhhh!!

check out this:



wahh la.....lucky girls..hahah daniel henney..woah....it'll be great if i can meet all those people....waahhhhh..that will never happen la aisyah..stop drooling

Sunday, July 05, 2009

ahh....its nice how we got mon off..hehe

youth day was great although the place seemed weird for a laughable perf...

tchs surely prepared a lot...thinking back...i was a bit teary deep inside coz...this year is the last..
all the help frm tchs..all those advises...thank you soo much..

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hmm..its great how everything is resolved..happy:)

those mood changes..its something that's hard to change...

i guess i change personally....im more wild(?)...i seemed to be outspokenn now...i show more of me now...that outburst of spazzism..haha...i would only show it to one person last time..kekek

msgs will keep coming every week...the true feelings..hahaha....

i wish everyone good health and happiness.....fighting!!

Thursday, July 02, 2009

aaahhhh...bad day..bad bad day..tiring

exhausting...ahhhhhhh...

i keep saying "forget it,forget it..u did ur best"...but still the unsatisfying feeling kept bugging me...when im in the toilet.."i shud have say this..aish..eh forget2.."...everywhere i would say that..aish....aigoooooo....i just hate it..

and that "lisan" at school was worse...ahh..that was mock oral..and it was that bad...aaahhhhhhh shut up la aisyah.

btw..im grateful for those msgs..although i felt down...those words perk me up....and that one person who dont even know im taking this exam..haha even that person is "rooting" for me

i guess i was too nervous beforehand...that nervewrecking moment...when i came to that school,i was feverish when they took my temp..i nearly cant get in..i was worried like mad..i kept saying.."the weather is hot that's why" to persuade that person..hehe

well...everything's done now...woooh shud i say...

anticipating tmr..hhehe..tch banu seemed excited..keke

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

kyuhyun - 7 years of love

the lyrics are really melodramatic but its sad..huu..
and at last there's no repetition on the lyrics....ahhh..its been such a long time..hehe. its kinda like a story


We've met for 7 years,nobody knew we would say goodbye this easily but we did break up memories of our arguments remained for a long time

i dont know how we expected to see each other when we were so young
because we couldnt help ourselves from changing
they say its painful when you say "goodbye"
but we couldnt even feel it that we told ourselves calmly "that's just how it is"

i cried..as time passed at my own,regret and missing you,
looking at myself with a different heart
first as friends next as lovers
its true what they say when you break up that "its hard to stay as friends"
still,after that we kept in touch once in a while for 3 years
even though i fell in love again with another person,i always called you when i was sad,
just crying silently telling you "you need to meet a good person too"
when i didnt really mean it
telling myself for nothing"maybe she still likes me"

i know..we were both really innocent that we cant have that kind of love again
that it'll only remain as memories
but i know very well there's nothing that i can do now
hearing her words"im getting maried",i couldnt say anything for a while
and then i cried because i wanted to hear her only say "i love you" as her final words.
saengil chukahae old guy^^

Monday, June 29, 2009

first day of sch after june hols...

hehe..it wasnt that bad...:)

soooo...came in to sch being checked by tch...upstairs..waved at friends,took temp...and a long time trying to re-arrage the sitting arrangement..

hahah..as usual tch banu was crackstatic!..(?)..hahahahah..

i used to feel kinda grumpy on mon morning...but i was happy and hyper this morning..i guess i miss my frens..heeheee..the talks and such

got the entry proof..and yeah..my turn is on thurs...booo

well...overall..the sitting arrangement is better..im happy...i love it actually..not that i hate the previous one..but better.

hmmph..hoping for better attitude,discipline and aim..lets do it..gogo!!!


the world is really a small place now...talkin with all those people on other country rooting for the same goal.is reall overwhelming...heeheee

Sunday, June 28, 2009

looking at those bright faces..inside they must have missed their parents..

watched a documentary and the news shocked me..over 70% of mothers abandoned their child for adoption..

i've always feel that i want to do something towards these child...i want to go to the orphanage and help them,i wanna meet those unfortunate children..whether its disabilty or sickness

but last time..i was too young..elementary is really too young.

now...being 16,i felt that i am able to make a difference...mayb at the end of the year..

i just wonder..if i really could make it a reality....

this dream of mine....mayb it will be a success?or...i'll have to wait later on when im more wise and mature..

Saturday, June 27, 2009

0050/ 27 june 09

the time n date of it's "birth"

such things which are trivial but at the same time precious...

this thing i will keep it well....

hehe..the fun starts in a week...hoping for the best:)

Friday, June 26, 2009

rip..

it was a bad surprise rite ever1...i woke up and news of mj dying was all over.

i admit that he's a weird person with that change of looks..but his passion for dance was really admirable..bcoz of him...others were inspired..that moon walk and that crotch thingy haha..



it was a nice appearance...although the hopes were unsuccessful..am still happy..but a bit on the bittersweet side...

tis june hols...after u said it..ya...i now realised how much updates and infos were transfered...hehehe..it could go on till..i donno..it was fun though at least i find joy in it...didnt ya sista..hheheehh

next week is the start of my busy daylife...running around,books carrying,homework-ing, heavy bags...ultimate studying....fuuuuuuhhhhh.....come on..FIGHTING!!!..wooh

Thursday, June 25, 2009

its 235 am..currently..

my pissed off thingy has overshadowed with the most beautiful voices..

it was just too beautiful for words...

awwww...my fav songs tooo...

a great treat...calming me down overwhelmingly...i feel soo great..i wanna scream.

how can someone have that voice..it totally melts me....aaahhhh
these few days..i keep worrying...

i thought it was only...minor..

but somehow..deep inside i felt hurt..i cant believe myself...over "things"..i would feel like that.

today i experienced all those emotions..mostly disappointment and anger...it pissed me off really badly..people, why cant you mind your own business..seriously.

hmmm..glad there's someone who could listen to my nonsense..heh..sharing woes is quite nice..

im feeling grumpy like the toast.....TT..boooo

hmmmmph..lets just live and forget...omo..wat has my life turned tooo..its weird

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Birthday..

Congratulations...

Farewells.....

its happy yet bittersweet....

there will be more....or less...

hoping that one wish fulfilled...it was ruined..but the hopes are still there.....

fight on!good luck!....

just hoping everything will go its prospective ways.....in a good condition... 30%?..hmmm...try

Saturday, June 20, 2009

aww....it sure was hard...
my arms hurt haha..

fuuh...guilty pleasures.....tsk tsk...

hahaha...this is wat happen when it was kept inside too long....

on a side note....it was something that have been a long time wanting...and got it...

sooo..not that bad huh?...well..haha


hmmm...hopes...will it be fulfilled this time..?....

Friday, June 19, 2009

i am such a klutz..hahah

because of that i got all these new bruises and scrape of skin on my feet..kekekek

seriously nothing could be more clumsy...

i was going to the bathroom..just one step and somehow maybe there's soap..i slipped,my feet scrape by the door..knees knocked down hard on the floor....

and my reaction?

i squatted and moaned and laughed at the same time "ouch,ouch..hahahahahahah"

its soo painful yet soo funny...hahahaha..ouch ouch..seriously the stinging sensation is still there..hehe

i limped around like a dork...laughing..i told my mum in my maniac laughing condition saying aww at the same time...but my mum just turned serious and say goodness i didnt hit my head..

yeah...as i was laughing..fuuuh at least i hurt my leg not anywhere else..heheheh.

hahahahah..im still laughing while posting this..how could i be this clumsy...kekekekekekekek

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

had the shock of my life late at night..hehe...it was unexpeted.

i guess i got it over with it already...

a pleasant news ironically the next morning....im soo lovin it..

proud is the word....aaahhhhhh...

sooo nice.............heeheeeheeeheeeee

Monday, June 15, 2009






aahhhh...im full..nice!hehe


yep..i went to eat fresh bulgogi with sis today..hehe..yumyum..


i was tired from back school...but since she really wanted it since last week...i accompanied her...i also want it wat..hehe

the place was really...quiet..nobody except us and another group of customers...it was serene but too noiseless with no music watsoever..

the bibimbap and bulgogi and everything was heavenly...heeheeee..i want waffle now..hahahahah


kakak: mate kau mcm kerokeropi..haha
me: mate kau mcm jihoo,fast forward motion..hahhahak

kakak:mcm jihoo..eww

me:kerokeropi?......


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Sunday, June 14, 2009

i waant bibimbap..kakak!let's eat it..heheh

i checked my acc..and woots i've watched over 10 000 vids..10 140 to be exact...hahahaha..woooh

i watched this show..and some star called so jiseob to prove her close relationship with him...
omo so jiseob okay...waaah....

she called..and his voice...aaahhh...i was fangirling haha..it was sooooo sexy?hahahahaah
seriously i felt like he called to me...kekekkekekeke..

he was witty and funny..hahahahaha no wonder i like you...hahahaha

watte...stop fangirling..heeeheeeheeeheee

Saturday, June 13, 2009

rainy day...

its been such a long time..and i love it..

those no. keep increasing..my fingers are aching...

when did all these people come frm...

seriously..haha..

it seems like some are feeling quite moody...

cheer up..dont be depressed...ok.

im always sleepng nowadays...a way to relieve stress?hmmm

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

life's really isnt a bed full of roses..

i didnt mean to eavesdrop...

i just hope it will get over soon and everything will be alright..

i pray for you everyday..

and i know its been hard...

i used to hate you..but i guess i cared for you..

you've been better now...

a better future ahead..im sure...

even if it takes a long time....dont give up on yourself

Saturday, June 06, 2009

What is your face shape?

well...mine..is a square...

i have angular jawlines..thats why its not round or heartshaped....

sharp jawlines may be sexy for a guy..but unflattering for a girl..coz it made me look more masculine..haha

i must have gotten it from my dad...

why am i saying all this..thats becoz..i seriously need and want a haircut...its too hot and sweltering to be having a long hair..especially when it reached my back and shoulder..it gets irritating..

a haircut may be easy but i have to check for suitable one for my face shape..sounds vain?haha..im not being one..i just hate hairstyles which totally arent for me..

i know we all cover it but that doesnt mean i have to keep it ugly rite?

hmm..anybody want to cut hair?

Friday, June 05, 2009

hmmmm...

nvm..next time...hehe

wah the "thing" has upgraded much..heh



still bitter..

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

one out!

wooh..

another 2 out of the bag!

ouwwh...heh

i've never had a 'guerilla outing'..haha..

it was random and fun at the same time..

i want more basketball..i dint know it was that fun..and of cozz...my arms hurt..isnt that good exercise for my flabby arms?yeah..i shud do more..go away flabs.

and as random as it was..i met my cuzz...woah its been such a long time seeing him..and he actually recognized me enough to call my name..haha
i,even couldnt recognise him.i was like..nugu?haha

somehow..i felt guilty coming to ur sis's house..hehe..ganggu jek
but it was fun la watching the show together..
and marinah i remebered you everytime the camera switch to swan's face..hhehehehk

happy 'holidays' evr1..
is it even holiday?booo

Sunday, May 31, 2009

*yawns*

ahhh...wat time is it? apparently 115 am here...

woosh monday seyh....i did study but i did slack as usual..again & again and again&again~tututututu when will i ever change~

soooo...its really a touching scene..since the hideout..hehe

nothing much to watch but still..i kept rewinding keep pressing the reset button...i wasted my time i know..but i cant help it..

hmmm..more updates and appearance from you just made my day better....still waiting stagnantly............fuuuuuh

Friday, May 29, 2009

huuu~~

at last got back my 'very' good results..

as usual..i got my report book,sat down with mum in front of tch...

kept quiet..mum checking out my marks...quietly..

tch saying"aisyah..no problem..she's a very responsible student..die bertanggungjawab' i got that since last yr..haha

and tch said 'only that she needs to be more relax studying,somtimes muke die mcm worried gitu..stress...aisyah u must be CERIA mase blaja ok?"

kekeke..."CERIA"..totally cracks me up...haish..am i that serious looking..
i mean its always maths time when i see tch..and thats when i get serious trying to focus..hhahaha

oklah..i'll be CERIA during extra class eh and others too...hehhehehe

Thursday, May 28, 2009

its a late congratulary..hehe

sooo..that day....

happy 3rd year..

heeheee....i was thinking hard wat day that was..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

ummmm....that crab is soo nice

its been a long time since i had crabs...heehehe,dinner was excellent..

i want more..those juicy filling..ouh soo delicious...

looking at spongebob's Mr.Krab..wah..if i were to catch it and eat it..wah...mr.krab is soo fat...imagine the flesh..wahhhh...im drooling..

wat am i thinking..killing mr.krab..hahaha

Krabby' Patty...hahah..it means mr.Krab's patty..wouldnt it be ironic if the patty is crab,and mr.krab is a crab itself..cannibal...wakakakak

im spouting nonsense now...well..im bored that's why...hahahaha...aisyah are u okay?ouh..you must have been still in your bambam world...~~~~~

Monday, May 25, 2009

looking back...

browsing...

i didnt know that i could miss someone that much..

although this person got nothing to do with me...

i just wish for more of that person...with the others..

hmmph...its crazy, this endless hope..

i shouldnt be bothered...but somehow it still does.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

wooh~~

suke~..hahahahk

today was really 'indulgence day'..parteh~heheh..

got wat i wanted..really am on cloud nine now..

it is soo pretty...and personal..hahahah..

i didnt know it turned out like tat...heeee

and that woman...wats with her man....why force...we're victims...boo..yucks seyh
i was so pissed off i kept saying 'shoot oh shoot' so many times..haha

experience eh?haha..i will run if i saw that kind of people again.


no more regrets rite? now its 'suke'..keekkeekek

Friday, May 22, 2009

woooh...

i've gotten over everything..i've told my mum to be prepared..hehe..although she doesnt seem surprised..

i'm happier now with a great boost of 'wanna do better' attitude..hopefully i'll continue with that attitude.

heeee..today...

waahhh....

didnt expect it..kekekekee

woooooohhhh....aaaaaahhhhaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

neodulli gosangi manta~~~~

keekekeee.


tmr...let's PARTEH~~~~~~

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

it's been a hard day..for everyone

the disappointment still bothers me...

i should blame myself i guess....

thinking back..i did work hard but i did slack at the same time..

feelings of regret and remorse filled the day....

holding it in...forcing myself to think positively..is really tiring

unconsciously i dozed off...

i guess the nap cools me down...

how i hate coming to school this week...how i hate my results..how i hate myself..i worry continously..showing my bad result to my mum...i HAVE to do better...

on a bright perspective..its only mid yr...although it still bothers me...i tried my best,i did my best...i guess i should congratulate myself for the effort..?hmmm

let's do better...urgh..........

now...to forget today..let's just laugh it off on funny vids..heh

Monday, May 18, 2009

so just now we parteh~again..hahaha

did i just say parteh a lil bit too much this few days? ya,tats bcoz im going bonkers..haha..i was hyper from early in the morning..i mean its monday..supposedly i got moody...especially its the start of sch.

hmm..it was great fun today..loud,hyper and a lot of story telling...so i guess we could say its a kinda reunion..hehehe..

my stomach was gonna burst eating that much..looking at the pile of plates..i was like..wah we sure eat a lot...especially since i havent eaten since morning..

spent lots of time talking...and yes haha..they 'borong' (?)a lot..heeeheee...u know wat i mean.

that basketball thingy was huge fun..it was addictive like drug..hahaa..yeah rite..

the parteh was huge and great..am hoping of more of it...
and of coz...my results..
pls dont disappoint me..please...hooo

Sunday, May 17, 2009

17th may..

the day of anticipation...

heart beating fast...curiousity filled my brain

it was over...it was...great to me..

the theme and colours...the changes...

it was well made...but some were a bit on the weird side...hehee

happy?..yes

disappointed?yes..that particular one

proud? yeah

hmmm..hopes...as i said..its an endless one.
'aisyah..kau ade maternal instinct'....

ahhhh......why do people always say i am a motherly figure...even my sis said so..

i know im weird but this adds to my weirdness...

i mean..who in her 16th year is considered motherly..

i remembered in p6..when someone first said "aisyah,awk ade sifat keibuan"..i was shocked like wat....i was like huh?me?motherly?

its weird enough how i adore toddlers..ya why do like them eh?
hmm..aisyah..wat happen..is it the past heavy responsibilities that made u into this...?

Friday, May 15, 2009

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

The day of victory...heheh finishing exams...but the results..ehem i guess not..hahah

ooohhh...today was fun and crazy...too much outburst....i was too hyper..yuckious.

hahah...farah you made me guilty when you said i made you left out...i practically paid off by following you and your craziness..hehe sorry sorry i was always maintaining not showing it off...sooo heh

haha..its the start of my parteh~~..i feel soo suffocated..i wanna go out..but then...tmr got school of all the days...

hmmph...happy,excited..hahahhaha..naega mitcheosso...chongmal mitcheosseo~

that call was shocking but it was soo exciting.hahha....
that hand over mouth..relax la...hahah..i knoe ure ok with it oreadi..hahahhaha
hmmm..praying for the endless hope..wooo

Thursday, May 14, 2009

today is the third letter day..heheh

14th may...a day filled with emotions..

frustrated..happy...excited...confused...everyhing come together..

seems like the other three are nice...proud..keke

hmmmm..tmr....let's end it allll!!!!


"my mama told me~"..hahahaha

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

meow meow meow~~~urf urf urf~

guesss what im doing....whahahak

im doing a medley of all the korean osts..dog and cats version with my sis..ya the older one...

while im studyin for geo..surf the int..we sang..wahlao

must have gone bonkers...

wooooot! hurry....come on...i wanna partreh~..


AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

its a wonder how *things* made everything fine..

even if its frustating,painful and stupid..

the presence and anticipation filled up the emptiness and regrets..

its really an amazement on how that one no. bring happiness..

just a glimpse and it made me happy...

hee...hoping for greater *things*.....hmmph

it was touching,beautiful..and fantastic...good good..


haha..wat has my life turned out...its a weird but satisfying feeling

Saturday, May 09, 2009

hooo..
it was satisfying yet it was...ehem..
bad me..
hehee..great job,neodulli gosangi manta~
im gonna make lapan teh again after exms..with great more things..more reasons to smile?haha



yo sista...lets parteh with c

Friday, May 08, 2009

AAAHHHHHHH!

WAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!

YAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SOOO HIGH UP IN THE SKY!..SOMEBODY STOP ME!

heeeeeheeeeeheeeeheeee

haaaahahahahhhahahahahahah

wakkakakakakakakakakakakakak.....

ooh the crazy bug has got me...ahhhhh!!!!
5 more days....
endurance...booosh


today is the last day of the week...and im pretty excited...

those papers that i took which are all sooo lactating.....FORGET IT...whats done cant be undone..

i didnt care about anything else...hahah..because..

i WANT TO PARTEH~~~~~....(8 teh?..hahah)

yes..its been a week without full commitment to my lappy..ooh...

and today is revenge...

yesterday...the stress brought craziness which i sang like 6 songs in a shot w/out stopping..i dont even care if its too loud..woooash really a great unwind..yeah babe


please..appear will ya?huh!!?

Thursday, April 30, 2009

LETS FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING...LIFE HAS TO GO ON...bambam..himnae!

huuuuhuuuuhuuuu....tsk tsk...

wat a really bad day to end the week...booooo

yest i messed up my geo,quran...today tafsir and phy/chem....they sound sooo happy after the mcq exam...the answers were given and i can see that a lot got good except me..

haiz....why is it always like this....next week..booosh. my mum seem to anticipate a better perf of amaths result...wahlao............

i cant help myself but pout and kept quiet just now....im sorry...seriously it was frutrating..i wanted to fake a smile but i cant...

i know some of you are well irritated with my whining...even if i dont say out loud..i made blank faces..i ignore people...sorry..

i guess you people just have to wait till its over...


i seriously want to bawl my eyes out..keeping it inside is kinda hard...tsk tsk
hopefully somehow he will lift up my spirits?...hmmph

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

aaahhhhh~~~~~~~

currently memorising tafsir..forcing those infos in my brain with some chem/phy as an appetiser on the side...

acne are popping out of my chubby cheeks...its the stress...its always like that..coming out when im not in the best mood......

i messed up my geo,my quran...shhoooots seyh..wat i studied hard didnt came out which is sooooo booshboosh...oh my bambam life..

i guess its time to multitask again tmr..fiqh,tauhid,irk and some great maths..woosh...4 days for all those stuffings..just hoping my bambom brain can take it...

me:dont worry brain,i'll indulge you later on..with nice food and sleep....
brain:yay...eh?wat abt those 3 more exams...wait till end of the year la bambam..
me: ya..you're rite...ooh poor you T T

im going bonkers soon....aaaaahhhhh

you...yes you stop hiding,make yourself appear..now!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

*yawns*

ahhh..wat a tiring day..and its supposed to be saturday..but then it was fun too coz got to see raidah after a long while..hehe..seriously you look pretty..:D

the cake and brownies are uber delicious..and atiQah..those brownies arent burnt :)

so..supposed to help out today at school...and it clashes with raidah's gathering..hoosh....of all days eh..

the so called 'meeting' was nothing..should have arrived there later..always like this seyh...

while waiting for tch..did some translating which we four arent gd at even if its eng to mly..hahah

woah...i climbed the stairs frm 1st to 2nd floor like..10 times?or more..fetching that and that..taking things down and running around search for black plastic bag..did some ehm dirty jobs..like cleaning off the sink..ya the canteen sink..i was kinda disgusted but i did it..haha its weird how masyitah and nabihah find it fun?

the theaterette was fiiled..luckily nadia and atiQah didnt come as supporters..i sat at the stairs..it was admirable listening those people talking so fluently except for some...

ah...did my fiqh and watched videosnext b4 i go crazy stressed ..im tired..*yawns again*..my eyes are killing me...my arms are sore..shoots...i feel like an old woman aching everywhere..hhaaaha

Friday, April 17, 2009

heyyo~~

*SIGH*.........

its good that its overloaded but...it has to be limited down due to important circumstances which build my future...

things are getting way too difficult...its only one week left..nope less than that...

why is it that i felt so moody nowadays yet happy some times..its a rollercoaster of emotions..

i tried my best not to get a red mark....

huhu..how difficult can it be to just practice more..people are ahead yet im lacking behind...wooosh im sooo dead

im tired but hav to remember there are others who are experiencing harsher times

have to keep that in mind as not to disappoint those people....

Saturday, April 11, 2009

nice good friday...

so i really used up my fri hol...first up went to fresh bulgogi with my sis...ummm yumyum soo nice..ate a lot till my stomach gonna burst..hehe..and guess what..i met azlin..heheh..such a long time since i met her..

i was eating when she barge in the door and yelled 'aisyah!"..and i was like ' azlin!..ahhh!"..we were a bit chaotic for a while..hehhe..so nice meeting you even for a short while:)

so i was gonna buy a bag..searched for one at tamp..really people from north,south,west and all of tampines dwellers came by...it was really tooo overcrowded with the opening of tampines1..shoots...its like visiting an ant's home...i was suffocated..my sis and i were like..'oh come on human walk faster and keep saying 'wa nappien(?)"..bcoz people keep bumping into us..hahaha..

and as i went down the escalator from tm..guess who i saw now...nir,im and iklil...hahah...like i said everyoner is coming out..

wooh am soo tired out....tmr bio...and mon sch..oh my pathetic life......heh


no worries guys...you can do it..make it work...got more weeks to go!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Wooooohooo!

my videos watched on youtube has reached the 8000th spot...


hahahahhaha..wooooh..wait till its 10000..kekek

omgosh soo random and irrelevent...haha..watever la eh..my mind is ting-tong nowadays..hee

Saturday, April 04, 2009

wooh..had a fun day yesterday!..

well it was a bit tiring with the striking sunshine and humid...seriously i felt like fainting..hehe..

so i was at masjid ar-raudhah again like last yr..cool,cos im familiar with the place already...so it was kinda weird being the 'ketua' ...hehe...bt it was alright i guess..

im soo happy that the 'tabung' was filled to the brim and of coz thanx to the very generous 'pakciks'..i receive a lot of tip..all the hardwork paid off..hehe..

so today..nearly finished the report..and had fun watching the show with them...hehe like parteh-ing..hahak..a lot of storytelling as usual.


happy birthday meolchi..heh

Thursday, April 02, 2009

hey~

had a crazy day today..well recently im crazy soo..haha..

but had a painful sensatin in the start of the morning..haha..that heavy ball..ya that ball..hit half of my face..wahlao..my eyes are bulging enough..and when it hit me..woah..good feeling..

hehe..but the stinging sensation has went away tanx or else somethin is really wrong..

somehow this few days..i laugh at the smallest thing...really trivial..like if i saw 2 ants walking twds each other and nearly bump i would crack up..seriously..it must have been the stress and pressure..hahahha..


the hopes are slowly fulfilling..slowly it came..heh^_^

Sunday, March 29, 2009

hmmm..had a great 'parteh~' today with ficky,nadia,atiQah,and marini?..hahaha

so started off with eating..woosh i was famished..keke..at popeye's or 'pop-eyes' hehehe...

the chicken..was umm soo delicious..the shortbread was not that yummy but eating it with jam makes it up...the mash was nice but i was unable to finish it..and of coz finished everything last..

we talked a lot...laughed like heck....a lot of storytelling..hahah

and yay..we watched a movie!..at first we wanted to watch 'coming soon' but then it was nc-16 and marinah dont wanna watch horror movies...and one problem...some dont bring enough money..so nadia wanted to pay for them...so they Q-ed and fickle us..went out from the Q..then Q-ed again..and wooh got the ticks to 'Departures'

the movie was great to me..the ending was a bit...but then very expected of japanese movies...and somehow...the audience laugh at no reason...me,nadia and marinah were like"wat are you all laughing at??!"...and it goes...and we were the noisiest of the lots discussing the resemblance and 'swan'..hahahahaha

its nearly exams..but all we were thinking was..lets just have fun first b4 we go on studying hard..haha

Friday, March 27, 2009

just wanna shout my lungs out.."Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!woooh!weeee!!!!"

hehe..that can be considered as sign of stress+overpowering happiness+craziness..hahahah

well..this week is pretty long with ehem very lil hw..hehe tanx eh tchs..haha..of coz not.

today is the greatest day..haha...'there's more reasons to smile abt" does tat sound familiar?..hahah

really is a happy day...firstly..its the end of tafsir test...
next...tch rapiah did not come into our class tday...i think i am too intimidated yest when heard the news abt her cmin..i had nightmares abt her preaching me saying i should know this..i should...wooosh wat a 'dream'..kekek

hehehe..the confession was made today..at last..haha..honey,hanky..hahah

and congrats!...hahah.

i am seriously craving every single halal food out there...but money is kinda limited..haha..

there's more to come..yet again..so get ready!

and raidah...get well soon:)luvs ya lots xoxoxo

Saturday, March 21, 2009

hehe...another funny/awkward day..

so its now bezide me now..at last..keke..

i didnt know there would be a whole lot of them...keke..

we are all 'frens' now sista..hehee...with only one thing in mind.

its fun to see how many they are..and of course awkward situation..running away but meeting back..with embarrassed faces...keke i even greeted some..woot!

so its a huge 'D.A look'for ya...no worries sista..the others are nice too..

as for mine..long shot..really a long horizontal one..haha

it seems like everything been upgraded..rite sista?hehe..those 'poses' too:)heheh

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

2 days seeing raidah..is just special to me..of coz much more precious to the bfs..heheh

its not easy to see her nowadays..she looks fine and happy..hehe..am soo happy for ya..

talked like lots...too much i guess again...and of coz..too hyper..

the 'concert'...didnt turned out well..hehe sorry raidah for that crappy perf..kekek

me and marinah suddenly forgot the steps except..nomu banjak..whahahak

the 2nd day,i guess my energy level decreased..sorry raidah if i wasnt responsive and of coz..to you guys sorry if i looked bored..kekke..sorry2.

hmmmph...5 more days till hols finished...wahlao...a lot of things haven done...aish!

and...tanx soo much 4 that prez..i LOVE it too much...its beautiful:)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

had a great da...although under the scorching sun it was worth it..heh

sooo..i soo love the heart shape.kekek

its coming nxt wk..keke..its soo funny..we're 'frens' already rite sista..haha

its awkward yet wanna try to be funny but nothing came out from either mouth..haha

tiring but soo fun and haha..he made our day...nicey and touched..even if it doesnt have to do with us or anything...the feeling is there..weird?haha..

so everything is bombarded out..it was quite unbelievable..hahah...soo are you ready for more sista?keke

Friday, March 13, 2009

hehehehehhe..yay!

another happy day i guess....but sleepy...

i doonno why...i kept feeling drowsy and sleepy like as if i took the cough syrup...hmmph why eh?haha..nehmind lor

its nice and great..but you two ah...why do you keep disappearing...

wanna see more of you both..haizz...

well..evryone..happy hols!...wait thats for tnr..coz we got geog tmr..the last lesson of the week..woooh!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

soo today....is...

radhiah's bday and....

the release of their jib..heh

tmr cb...and evrythings gonna be packed ^^

heh...evrthing seems nice..heheh gd jb!:)..

although there's some disappointment abt the participation..

overall...its a happy day..i like..keke^_^


and tanx tch ina for the voucher:)

Sunday, March 08, 2009

hello~~

hehe...a very happy,fun and cheery day..except being soaked in the rain although with an umbrella..keke

am very glad to see you:)

sooo...talked a lot..like LOTS...its funny,but i burst out too many info...kekkek..u know what i mean...its kinda weird..im never this outspoken...haha

hmmmph...after long last,today is the most memorable day with frens..for this month..hahaha:)

i haven done my poster..yet im relaxing...fuuhh...i have a lot to catch up..himnae!


9march2009...
12...13..wooh

Friday, March 06, 2009

*grinning*

kekekekehihihihikekekekhahahahahehe

curbing it all in..

woah...it was..wow...nice...good job2...

im soo...breathless,breathless,breathless baby...

sooo happy after all that...soo..wait a lil more...a lil bit more...hehehhhheeee

shorry,shorry

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

ok...sooo

feelin...tired,happy...weird..happy...

excited?odd..bbrruft..watta

hmmm..


screaming my lungs in..ahhhh

Sunday, March 01, 2009

the pics during 'work-day'..heh..outdated

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Ahh....at long last weekends!!!!

woah..its tiring week to week...haish..homeworks piling up like mount everest...prjects neverending...eyes heavy..lack of sleep...i guess everyone goes through that..

woots...2months for exams..

but watever i had fun today..hehe...so i got my revenge yest with computer indulgence and today by going out..yay!!

watched k-20 with nadia and marinah..hehe "circus?"..caught up with masyitah and the gang..the funny thing was that we were soo excited when we spotted them from a level above them..we practically ran and went down to meet them acting as if we were passing by..but then of coz they saw us..and haha they seem like they dont care..kekeke

so the movie was kinda great and funny..takeshi kaneshiro's deadpan humour never fails to crack me up..hahaha..marinah beside me "da gatal'..keke..and nadia"eh muke die mcm..."hahah
we were so loud at the end of the movie and started to feel guilty and planned to move out quickly....hahah

i was on the verge of "waterfall"..haha...really it was soo cold and i drank too much...and then the infamous"pose" by marinah..hahah..she didnt realised she was observed by two bewildered men behind her..hahaha..me and nadia noticed it first and started to cracked up..kekek..and we all lol-ed all the way like drunkards...ekekekkeke..

really had fun and of course i really relieved the stress inside me...keke...with the unstable increasing and decreasing energy level and " i'm not in the best condition to go out" if u know who's famous line is that..haha

long post?yarh...only update once a week..soooo you know..hahah


next week...hmmph
am waiting..keke

Sunday, February 22, 2009

haish...

went back from shab's house for project...when will they end??seriously just end it la....

with projects..i cant revise properly lorr...and no weekend hols...T_T

soo..although im dead tired..well i had fun at shab's house doing it and my mistakes..and my vibrations...ahaaha..i laugh and i vibrate like a handphone on silent mode...when i need to stay at one position..my body vibrates from tiredness or just mere nervous...and i mumbled nonsense partly human language partly bambam language...which made evryone wonder wat i was talking about..just too tired already to talk some sense..hahaha

soo...compiled evrythin...its editing and some left...yay!

im soo gonna give u the silent treatment hidayah if u ever provoke me again..boo


13beyond..kekek
hopefully its great...am waiting
not gonna jump that fence since i will fall jumping over it..?hahah
nice hair you all..love it<3

Friday, February 20, 2009

wat day is today?..

its bambam's day...hahaha..

so today was the day i was born with naimah..keke..

tanx you all for that 'unexpected' surprise...you all made it too obvious hehehe...

tanx for all those wishes:) love them and will cherish them..hehe

i nearly forgot it was my birthday until naimah wished me and im like..oh ya..today is the 20th eh..

i told my mum abt that surprise and she's like" eh,nari kaunye bday?eh?..mak ngatkan bsk..happy birthday to u~"

i myself forgot abt it,wat abt my mum..haha

so..enough of bday...a lot of hw undone..and haish..project..again!..ayyo..

i played this korean name game where you type in your full name and tada...and my name is Hong Hye Won..heehee..nice name:)


march?..hmmph..okay but the concept...why..??

Saturday, February 14, 2009

hey...

that meeting was well...long winded...tired listening..hehe..cut it short la eh

haish..its soo stressing i can die..9 A1s...kinda impossible..seriously...my head hurts,my heart pumped like mad..hearing those words..i felt a really huge responsibility...wat if i did badly...im still hardly coping with my amaths..and others of coz..

i keep saying"mak...stressnye...takut ah"..and my mum will always reply" jgn stress2..just do your best..dont think too much"...hmmph mum tanx for those words but still my brain is like" you better be good..its not easy money!".....

so i guess...just do my best then...woots its only feb and i can feel the STRESSSSSSS!....okay relax..breath in...foooh..

am looking forward to see you..heeeheeee:)

Friday, February 13, 2009

woooh...end of this week!
projects done..yeah!...

3 days= 12 hrs of sleep...bu then its worth it i guess...hehe

so the video was hard to finish...tiring and frustrating but the end result is LOVE....heh...tanx you all for your hard work:)..i thought it would be crappy..i mean im not that gd in making vids...i was afraid it would not turn out as wat i expected...but alhamdulillah it did....fuuh

im grateful for all the good response..heh..although im tired the response made my day...i didnt know it would be popular..it can sell out like hotcakes..heheh..i know you all want a piece of it as memory...:)

well..i wanted to upload it here...but it takes a lot of time...so heres the link

Saturday, February 07, 2009

ish!!

you devil child,why must you like the one that i like...go like someone else la...yucks

i cant believe i told that devil child warning not to like the same person...soo keypo le...

i even told her,that person is mine..pfft..must have been crazy..

well believe it or not...i had a dream yesterday that it would happen..wah deja vu...ish seriously wat i would not want to happen has happened...shhoooots man..heh
long week...
tiring and lots of mths hw..heh..ya expected..
so...alot of projects..well 2..heh...btw happy belated bday to you..hee..please go cut your hair^^

nothing much to say except that i miss raidah soo much now...
well...not seeing you for this few days is not a good feeling....i guess not seeing a fellow fren would be the same...in sec4..i feel a great importance of building a good rapport with my frens...trivial things or watso ever...i try to not ruin the frenship we have....

am just tryng to stay strong for myself and everyone...didnt want to be a wet blanket...will keep those probs to myself till i can as not to be a hindrance to anybody...

mayb im a bit stern a s a monitress...if i ever shouted at you or scold you..please do mind that its my duty and dont take it too hard...its hard for me too to do it...but i have to...sorry..


be strong,keep going..
we'll always be by your side..dont keep it to ur yourself alright?:)

Monday, February 02, 2009

full schedule week :

so...on sat..did my visiting with mimi,marinah and nadia..but then...the bad news came...shooots...we actually have amaths class remedial...i am soooo dead!..tch was mad at us okay...i can even imagine her disappointed face...huhuT_T...seriously..i felt down and totally guilty...but then since we wanna see raidah..happy face:)

went to buy gifts with nadia on the way to my eng pro,which is at my house..hehe...and soo we..hmmph..ate a lot than discuss...hahah...10 pieces of chicken..finished...wah tanxu all...and that generous helping of my mum's spaghetti...tanx..i love when people eat a lot at my house..heehee...

sun:
selenge day for me..i've been to raidah's place like lots and it has become my 2nd home..ehemm..but then..i went and took bus 21 that goes to school..ish2..crazy ah..
met her..and as usual..talked...and talked...did my amaths which made me high and crazy with mareena and jannah..well i was a bit more uncontrollable after janna and raidah's relative went home..hehe...well seeing raidah now..its good to see her laughing and all...hehe..i know you sick of my face already..kekek..see you next time...hehehe

Friday, January 30, 2009

hmmm...

i dint know the news would affect me that much..
i thought i could handle it with calm..eventhough it doesnt concern me physically..
i felt hurt inside...
piling it in my heart is really nervewrecking..i dont know how u could sustain it..

the wacky me has turned down a lil today...i was quiet from the time i came to school..nabihah said"mane virus awk..awk da find cure?"hehe.ya i know i've been crazy this few days..

but then...i think back and told myself to stop showing too much emotion..so..slowly one by one i started to open up...and became a bit wacky...sorry if my face was a bit stern..heh..cant help it..

its just that..i felt that i shouldnt be too happy..


p/s:atiqah..the 6oc..will rerurn it to ya on mon..please ah...no need to pay seriously!!

Monday, January 26, 2009

ponyo3x sakana no ko~~~~~

i am soo addicted to the song and heehe..i memorise someof the japan lyrics..english done now japan..wahak..

my hw..?well..partly done but those tys are too many to handle...

they are back on the scene more and more..hahahha..soo many vids yet unwatched...
i want ice cream though i have sore throat still..urggh..please go away..
i wanna go out and have fun..wanna go shopping..but then...this is my crucial year...

all those thoughts..i have to slowly diminish one by one..huhuT_T...

if u noticed my posts are sooo random and watever...nehmind me..im seriously wacked out..wattahe..have to stop being tooo crazy...STOP!....let's be a normal me...kekek

wats with the toncets man..go cut your hair u all!hehe

Saturday, January 24, 2009

wat a wacky day:)

so today's amaths class was unexpectedly fun and very informative. i had a great time and now i know why tch never look at me when she said about 'failures remedial class'..its because she thought i passed..haha..no la tch i failed..

and so after the class..got bombarded with 3 units of tys which i had done last yr bt misplaced it..shoosh...we were going downstairs when heard some shouting..heh it was ust nasuha asking us to help open the door at the 2nd floor..she was cute..its been so long since she teached us..and the feeling was mutual although i still felt a bit intimidated meeting her..

went to raidah's house with atiqah,marinah and noruen..to umm..fetch her some books and supposedly to study amaths..haha...ordered mcd..haha so shameless..and arrived at her house with the foods already be sent..

so like i said..'supposedly studying' becomes into a "gambling den" when atikah and khairiah joined us next...haha not literall gambling of coz..but playing bluff and heart attack listening to musics...seriously the atmosphere is like gambling in a good way?hahak..

noruen actualy like wondergirls and shinee..haha..welcome to the gang..and the source was kbsworld..kekek.

and now..playing noraebang with my sis..remix of songs with dog and cat sounds..and even janggeum's version in a dog tone by me..i've become wackier and hyper nowadays..i know its irritating and loud..sorry for the inconvenience..but please bear with it for awhile..coz you'll never know when i'll stop..and when i do that,i may just stay quiet..heheheheh

ps: raidah..everything's gonna be fine:)i'll pray for you..hehe

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

hey..
so wat can i say..i am a weakling..
didnt come to school today although i really wanted to bcoz of amaths..heh..missing 1 amaths lesson is like missing a whole lot of thing..
it started with an irritating itchy throat and next day..fever breakout..
but ofcoz like anybody else..its kinda great not to be at school coz at least i gotta rest a bit more..
did my bio notes and khulasah throughout the day but still..bio unfinished..its like the longest notes i have evr done..seriously

i heard raidah and marinah came to school already..hehe..thank goodness you're back..but sadly im not there..btw thanx for the updates and wishes..i appreciate it really..soo happy to know that people realised im not there in school..haha..pathetic me..

and last but not least..happy bday masyitah:)

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Yesterday was wacky and fun..hehe

had a blast at yesterday's bday makan2 at farah's house..hehe..

well..everyone was crazy and happy yesterday...i guess its a sign of releasing the kept stress..haha..phrase of the day "good job,good job!"..hahah.

i guess i too become crazy and not me...influenced by you(u noe you got it!yeah~~)..seriously i was a tad too wacky yesterday..i laughed a lot..i mean LOTS..its like as if i've been intoxicated with laughing gas..haha..i laugh at the smallest thing and wooh i guess i was loud..sorry..hehe

the food was nice..the game was fun....and soo everyone had a great time..i reckoned..heehee
hey..long time since last post..

well..last week was really long and tiring and i know this coming wont be any better..hmmph

being a monitress this year is a whole lot worse than last yr..if you're a bit late in doing anything then you'll be classified as this kinda irresponsible monitress...and seriously handling everything that gotta to do with a class with 38 people,with my two little hands..its no mean feat..

homeworks are too much to handle..and have been sleeping late everyday..earliest?1150pm..
have those heavy eyebags...black patch under those tired eyes..i look like a panda..heh
and bcoz of all that my mood havent been that great...sorry...i know i am such a wet blanket...

olevels are nerve wrecking..i felt like im taking it in a month..haish..i know some of you felt that too..

hmmmph...am soooo tired!..but thanx to some updates and news from ya..my day lightened up..:)

Friday, January 09, 2009

First week of school..
hmmph..first day and the word o'level was already spoke out by tchs wooh..

its unusual this yr..i know how i always forgot its the new year and wrote date and class last year's ones..but now..i kinda remember everything..its like as if im in 2009 for a few months..its weird

i know im not all ready..but i felt really ready for all the challenges ahead of me..its hesitating but theres words like'u can doit','u must do it','u have to do it' in my brain...i guess i am brainwashed by those tch who keep mentioning abt o'levels..hahak

things are piling up now..hw and ofcoz those updates..
i have the class seating position to make..wahhh..and maths hw..its sooo a neverending story..

since its the start of school and my crucial yr..i only use the comp 2-3 times a wk...heh..

but then its kinda fun coz when you check those webbie..its loaded with updates..

i wanna go to the library now..its been months...i need to go back and read those literatures..i've read most of Jane's Austen and Shakespears..i guess i wanna continue read foreign translated literature books..

as you know tch mubaiyinah'sexpectation..is skyhigh..i have to improve my bad english...reading all these literatures will do me good..heh

well you all have a nice day!:)



Sunday, January 04, 2009

tomorrow......urgh..school already..heh..
students started schooling last friday for goodness sake..

hmmph..i cant wait to see you all..but am anxious abt who will be our form tch and whoosh im soo not ready for the seriously 'easy' subjects...

and you all..plz be ready and dont be shocked to see me in an uglier and fatter version of me..i've never been pretty wat..hahak

i gained 1-2kg this hols..oh great..hopefully i will shed those fats off me when school starts..hmm..im hoping to lose 5kg..and grow a few more inches..seriously im short..

everyone seem taller except me..haish wat to do...

well..iknow some of you cant wait to use all those new stuffs..hehe..believe it or not,i cant wait to don my new uniform..heesh wat aweirdo..

'opening ceremony' is still on the encore..hahak
i noe u like it..hahahah

Friday, January 02, 2009

its 2009 already..ALREADY!!!!!..wahlaoeh..

came back from accompanying marinah do her ic with mimi..well i was a bit on the 'malas' side bcoz its in the morning..but since marinah asked me to go with her b4hand..i cant just say no..kesian pulak..eh wait there's mimi..haha..why didnt i think of that?..

well,had fun though..marinah looked nice in her pics,gd for her:)heeh...and yumyum ate at LJS...even though i was a bit broke..i still spent alot today...i spent at least $8 on food,i bought a new socks,and a little cute hair clip pair with marinah..hahak..we keep searching for the same one..mati2 nk same..hehe

we talked about nxt yr..i mean this yr..keep forgetting...and soo forth..

i guess i was a bit excited to go and round the mall,bcause its been at least a week since i actually go out..the last time was that bdae party...a lot have changed and i didnt even know that..i keep leading the way saying'eh yok gi sini,gi sane"..im sorry if i tired you out marinah..coz if i were to go out myself..i would venture out to 3 to 4 hrs just window shopping...heehh

looked at shops..clothes on sales..i felt soo tempted to buy..but nooo..i have no moneh..have to wait and collect when school reopens..heheh

at last an improvement to my hw...only last 2 pgs left after all that skipping..hahah..i cheated hehe..

start of 2009,and whoosh memories flash back through my mind like playlist...those happy memories,especially the trip to tereng,although i got bitten by those irritating pest...i did enjoy myself ,talking nonsense and hanging out...for the 'idontwanttoremember' ones...they'll be nicely organize at the back of my head..hee:)