hi...
im going crazy with tests and things......................life just...stinks...im tired...haish..i know you all are too...i have this feeling of me failing amaths...and ive always thought of giving up amaths........i know i shudnt..if not i would have wasted my parents money......please shook me hard and convince me of going on...........sigh..............and grp projects..............weeesh.......i hope they dont exist coz its ..........dont even wanna think about it.........i realised that as you grow up....best frens do not exist in my life but those you really need are those who are always with you and understand you and like the same thing as you do....everything is so bleak...always..i myself think..im a bad fren...and mayb i dont deserve their concern..but i tried showing concern and really hope they acknowledge....im not an expressive person and thus my real feelings are unknown........ive been thinking for a while...and i hate myself....for everything.....maybe i need some self relfect.....i blamed myself for everything....i think its part of growing up where you think more maturely and rationally......friends...sorry and i hope you forgave me of all my doings cause i feel sinned...thanks for those who forgave and sorry for those who think my apology is not worth it.
Its been stressful these days and i kept having those kind of feelings deep etched in my heart.....

you are not unwanted coz if you are then im nothing

hellooo...

tomorrow is last day of school hol...awwww..so sad...amaths test!!!!ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........

ok...to unwind i posted a new song by bigbang..yay..big bang is back!...hahah..they all look 'dark' withh black eyeliner and g-dragon's hair...it just seems weird and ..hehe..uglyy...their live perf was great hope to see them perform on MB..ok...tats all got to cont studying..bubbye:)