Friday, July 25, 2008

heiyyyo...
this week was tiring...i went back home late nearly everyday...woosh..im dead beat.. i missed most of my shows..heheh...i seemed to shout a lot this days to zip people's mouth..well its my job to keep it quiet...its irritating when peeps just dont listen to u..they think you're just kidding...and soo on..and only shut their mouth for a sec after i shout at them...ouh please people dont you all have ears??why ignore?...bamabamleshmaketesh....fuuh....im soo pissed off..seriously...cant u just keep quiet...why treat me like as if im invisible...why is everything not under control now?.............:(...i seriously am stressed and sometimes just wanna breakdown..but i cant..i hv to be strong ..i have to endure....im soo sorry..im not bashing here..i just have to let go of my feelings deep in my heart...i might just go crazy if i dont...i dont really talk about my problems...so sometimes i can have this moody face all day...even itah told me tat i looked 'sad' these days...well...i tried my best not to show..but sometimes..it just shows......

Ok...enough of sensitiveness...lets talk other things...hmmph...so a lot have happen to fellow13 and 5(if u know wat i mean)...been happy with new things coming out...and!at last yescom thingy is finished...yesterday we all finished the 50 decks..wooohooo!! aja2 hwaiting!!

thats all i guess...sorry if u hate this post of mine...well.....bye...