watching vids..about those accidents that took place..i regretted..it only brings back bad memories..

i know its not only me who have accounted accidents..but the one that i experienced still play back in my mind vividly..

although its been seven yrs since that incident..and only a few knew about it..it still is a memory that i wished to forget..

the screamings,feeling of being tumbled thrice in the van and feeling helpless in that cold,quiet road..it was horrible..i dont ever wanna experience it no more..

its been a nightmare to me....i hate feeling panicky,trying to comfort myself that its not gonna be an accident if something were wrong in bus or cars..even if it was only slight speeding..i try not to show..but my heart's thumping like mad..

it haunted me for years but i hope it will slowly become a sweet memoy at the back of my mind...time heals all wounds..as it is said...i guess i'll just have to wait longer..