it's been a hard day..for everyone

the disappointment still bothers me...

i should blame myself i guess....

thinking back..i did work hard but i did slack at the same time..

feelings of regret and remorse filled the day....

holding it in...forcing myself to think positively..is really tiring

unconsciously i dozed off...

i guess the nap cools me down...

how i hate coming to school this week...how i hate my results..how i hate myself..i worry continously..showing my bad result to my mum...i HAVE to do better...

on a bright perspective..its only mid yr...although it still bothers me...i tried my best,i did my best...i guess i should congratulate myself for the effort..?hmmm

let's do better...urgh..........

now...to forget today..let's just laugh it off on funny vids..heh