i find myself.......irritating..arent i?

somehow.....i feel like........hmmph..just that when im hyper,people ignore me...when im moody somehow,people are feeling great...

mayb my mood doesnt coincides with others thats why..i wonder if im an AB type..i think im a weird person.....

it is weird....ya.....

being moody when people are feeling great is just not right.....i seemed to be a wet blanket.

however..i love watching and listening to other people...without response in a way..i just glare and laugh inside..i wonder how i do it..

thats why..people are kinda annoyed by me ....mad at me or anything....but they dont say..

maybe im being oversensitive but..you know ur ownself....and i can feel someone's emotion...surprisingly..im not kidding..

so...how??????