looking back...

browsing...

i didnt know that i could miss someone that much..

although this person got nothing to do with me...

i just wish for more of that person...with the others..

hmmph...its crazy, this endless hope..

i shouldnt be bothered...but somehow it still does.

wooh~~

suke~..hahahahk

today was really 'indulgence day'..parteh~heheh..

got wat i wanted..really am on cloud nine now..

it is soo pretty...and personal..hahahah..

i didnt know it turned out like tat...heeee

and that woman...wats with her man....why force...we're victims...boo..yucks seyh
i was so pissed off i kept saying 'shoot oh shoot' so many times..haha

experience eh?haha..i will run if i saw that kind of people again.


no more regrets rite? now its 'suke'..keekkeekek

woooh...

i've gotten over everything..i've told my mum to be prepared..hehe..although she doesnt seem surprised..

i'm happier now with a great boost of 'wanna do better' attitude..hopefully i'll continue with that attitude.

heeee..today...

waahhh....

didnt expect it..kekekekee

woooooohhhh....aaaaaahhhhaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

neodulli gosangi manta~~~~

keekekeee.


tmr...let's PARTEH~~~~~~

it's been a hard day..for everyone

the disappointment still bothers me...

i should blame myself i guess....

thinking back..i did work hard but i did slack at the same time..

feelings of regret and remorse filled the day....

holding it in...forcing myself to think positively..is really tiring

unconsciously i dozed off...

i guess the nap cools me down...

how i hate coming to school this week...how i hate my results..how i hate myself..i worry continously..showing my bad result to my mum...i HAVE to do better...

on a bright perspective..its only mid yr...although it still bothers me...i tried my best,i did my best...i guess i should congratulate myself for the effort..?hmmm

let's do better...urgh..........

now...to forget today..let's just laugh it off on funny vids..heh

so just now we parteh~again..hahaha

did i just say parteh a lil bit too much this few days? ya,tats bcoz im going bonkers..haha..i was hyper from early in the morning..i mean its monday..supposedly i got moody...especially its the start of sch.

hmm..it was great fun today..loud,hyper and a lot of story telling...so i guess we could say its a kinda reunion..hehehe..

my stomach was gonna burst eating that much..looking at the pile of plates..i was like..wah we sure eat a lot...especially since i havent eaten since morning..

spent lots of time talking...and yes haha..they 'borong' (?)a lot..heeeheee...u know wat i mean.

that basketball thingy was huge fun..it was addictive like drug..hahaa..yeah rite..

the parteh was huge and great..am hoping of more of it...
and of coz...my results..
pls dont disappoint me..please...hooo

17th may..

the day of anticipation...

heart beating fast...curiousity filled my brain

it was over...it was...great to me..

the theme and colours...the changes...

it was well made...but some were a bit on the weird side...hehee

happy?..yes

disappointed?yes..that particular one

proud? yeah

hmmm..hopes...as i said..its an endless one.

'aisyah..kau ade maternal instinct'....

ahhhh......why do people always say i am a motherly figure...even my sis said so..

i know im weird but this adds to my weirdness...

i mean..who in her 16th year is considered motherly..

i remembered in p6..when someone first said "aisyah,awk ade sifat keibuan"..i was shocked like wat....i was like huh?me?motherly?

its weird enough how i adore toddlers..ya why do like them eh?
hmm..aisyah..wat happen..is it the past heavy responsibilities that made u into this...?

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

The day of victory...heheh finishing exams...but the results..ehem i guess not..hahah

ooohhh...today was fun and crazy...too much outburst....i was too hyper..yuckious.

hahah...farah you made me guilty when you said i made you left out...i practically paid off by following you and your craziness..hehe sorry sorry i was always maintaining not showing it off...sooo heh

haha..its the start of my parteh~~..i feel soo suffocated..i wanna go out..but then...tmr got school of all the days...

hmmph...happy,excited..hahahhaha..naega mitcheosso...chongmal mitcheosseo~

that call was shocking but it was soo exciting.hahha....
that hand over mouth..relax la...hahah..i knoe ure ok with it oreadi..hahahhaha
hmmm..praying for the endless hope..wooo

today is the third letter day..heheh

14th may...a day filled with emotions..

frustrated..happy...excited...confused...everyhing come together..

seems like the other three are nice...proud..keke

hmmmm..tmr....let's end it allll!!!!


"my mama told me~"..hahahaha

meow meow meow~~~urf urf urf~

guesss what im doing....whahahak

im doing a medley of all the korean osts..dog and cats version with my sis..ya the older one...

while im studyin for geo..surf the int..we sang..wahlao

must have gone bonkers...

wooooot! hurry....come on...i wanna partreh~..


AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!