I remembered the last time i cried so hard was when i got my olvl results...it was that disappointing. But this time...i thought i could handle it...i mean it's expected i did prepare myself for rejections...but somehow it hit me really hard at night and before i could stop myself, tears were flowing out...non-stop. It just felt like a stabbing pain in my heart. I was just really sad and disappointed....i dont know... But pouring it all out kinda made me feel a bit better. Funny how it just flows out while im watching a drama and it was not even a sad scene. I guess the whole day i tried too hard to be okay drowning myself on the computer.....

I'll get over it soon... they say once you passed that stage of  "grieving", you'll be good later on. On a side note, i should post on my graduation day soon. That'll will cover this emo post hahaha