ahh...although its good that its holiday....this word "fat" is taunting me..

"you're fat,go lose weight"...me:"i know,i'll lose it"

"go workout la..."....me:"im going to"

"fat,fat,fat,fat FAT!!!"......

"FAT is my enemy"..

full diet plan now:

everyday: 5mins of skipping,5 mins of sit ups,5 mins of jogging on spot.
: eat brunch, quaker oat or bread for dinner.
: stop snacking..have to remember tat really hard
: no fast food...minimum once every week.
: cut down on rice

yeap, thats how im gonna do for this whole time.....its not only for me to lose weight but get healthier. go go !!

WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!

at LAST.........the whole month of crazy studying....it has ended.

ahhhh..........but as human this is wat i really feel..

when its near end...i cant wait for it to end.......but when it actually ended....i cant believe it..haha

welll.......im so glad it finished.....but results are nerve-wrecking......am trying best to not think abt it..heheh

am gonna parTEH~~~~.....

oh ya.....i wanna work...need some moneh..hehe....hmmm i wonder wat job suits me...

raidah! go go!!! its gonna end soon...aft that lets go do wat you want..hehe...shop till you drop and eat till you're fat..hahahah

staring blankly at the computer...

thinking......~~

oh ya.....i need to lose 10kg....hmmm too hard...5kg first...

people kept saying im fat....and i do feel im gaining weight....

....ahhhhh....i'll have to start exercising and dieting.....

.........its soo near yet so far......my ambitions and dreams.....my future....

...aft this exam...will i be able to achieve it?...its kinda become a habit where i'll stay awake and kept thinking abt my results....its a scary thing.

aish....all these......it is a neverending process....

i guess....time is the answer..?..hmmph....lets just order a cup of memory...


ahhhhhh... i misss you guys sooo much!!!!!!

today...

hmmmph.....a bittersweet day.

to think of it...i was happy...but i was sad....

that presence overwhelmed me...i felt GREAT...

my paper...i did bad.....i felt...depressed...

hmm.....3 more papers...3 more......its 3 more chu~

a special day.....:)


4th year..wooo!lets wish 4 more great things