200th post..hehe

a day that i will remember...

in this up and down life...such trivial things will always perk me up..

in a split sec...that sound coming from a very well known person..just really made me feel alive..

its a pity how they are not very well-off.....but the fact that other people who are of high ranking know their presence...its a good feeling...

it made me happy....today....although it was pretty hard....i did manage to control everything and made myself happier

is it the weather......it feels like a dark cloud is hanging above me..

"the weather is temperamental,like you".....i understand..heh

can i join the milk club too?

really feeling the same as the members of milk club..

joking around to force yourself to feel better yet inside..its totally diff....

nice meeting you raidah...wah its been...a really long time...hhehe
sorry i was awkward at first..hyper next...then quiet.....
my mood just keep changing....in a day i can have all those emotions..heheheh....like i said im weird..

coincidentally,my mum cooked nasi lemak..if only i knew..i could bring some for you..hahahahah

next year...for 4 months..let us be your outdoor assistants?...hahah..wherever you wanna go..insyaallah i'll accompany if im in gd health..kekeke


















forget about all those confusions...stop worrying ...smile..?

i find myself.......irritating..arent i?

somehow.....i feel like........hmmph..just that when im hyper,people ignore me...when im moody somehow,people are feeling great...

mayb my mood doesnt coincides with others thats why..i wonder if im an AB type..i think im a weird person.....

it is weird....ya.....

being moody when people are feeling great is just not right.....i seemed to be a wet blanket.

however..i love watching and listening to other people...without response in a way..i just glare and laugh inside..i wonder how i do it..

thats why..people are kinda annoyed by me ....mad at me or anything....but they dont say..

maybe im being oversensitive but..you know ur ownself....and i can feel someone's emotion...surprisingly..im not kidding..

so...how??????

today seemed like the last day of school..seriously..all those phototakings....
hehe...nice big class we have...happy:) just hope that it was full but never mind...while we took pics,we remembered you two.




spazzing like a mad person....hahaha..
a little tear was what made me scringe...
this little happiness really do made my day..

4th?...hmnmm......come on..early can?hahaha
m?...hurry come,hurry end..if can...scrape it out!kekekeke

its 110 am now....why am i not sleeping when there's sch tmr?..heheh..i slept at 9..woke up at 11...so now i feel like insomnia..ah ah~~~

a gist of it was wat made it all....heeheee...aaaaaahhhhhhhh.....need to sleep but the feeling..just aint apt....hahahah

fast...really fast..kekeke

very obedient indeed..thumbs up!!!!

nice.........wooohooooo~~~~

need to save more money i guess..there's so much i wanna buy aft everything is settled(exams)..shame on me for thinking that far when i havent even revised...haha

its been reaally hot lately...aish i'll be needing those ice packs..heehee..

hmmmm...it must have been funn...

when...oh when..................ah........


me:ouch!
kakak:eh,kau ni asek langgar bende..gi pakai baju sponge ah..
me: is it reaaly that bad?hahahahha

ya..me...im as clumsy as ever..i keep banging onto things...bruises here,there..everywhere bruise,bruise~~~aish..when will it ever stop....hahaha

prelims in a month....aisyah ganbattae!!!!!!!

Triple...a drama im stucked on now...aih...at this time..how could i even be glued to a series...

seriously..triple is love....its been long since i've last addicted to a drama...the cast is great,the story tooo

but seriously..hwal..u cant like haru..andwaeeeeeee!!!.....
its like incest although they are steps....aish...please eh...dont drag on whether hwal wants to be with haru.....haru go with poong ho la...

ahahaha..ive never been this aggresive on dramas..this is one of those which i practically discuss and debate with my sis everytime each ep came out...hahahaha..we could talk for hours over an ep..its grt though to unwind..hhehehe..

ooohhh...waiting for more...triple daebak!

i was surfin for kpop news when i found this...

omo..if i was there..waahhhh...waaahhh..green with envy...wahhhhhhhh!!

check out this:



wahh la.....lucky girls..hahah daniel henney..woah....it'll be great if i can meet all those people....waahhhhh..that will never happen la aisyah..stop drooling

ahh....its nice how we got mon off..hehe

youth day was great although the place seemed weird for a laughable perf...

tchs surely prepared a lot...thinking back...i was a bit teary deep inside coz...this year is the last..
all the help frm tchs..all those advises...thank you soo much..

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hmm..its great how everything is resolved..happy:)

those mood changes..its something that's hard to change...

i guess i change personally....im more wild(?)...i seemed to be outspokenn now...i show more of me now...that outburst of spazzism..haha...i would only show it to one person last time..kekek

msgs will keep coming every week...the true feelings..hahaha....

i wish everyone good health and happiness.....fighting!!

aaahhhh...bad day..bad bad day..tiring

exhausting...ahhhhhhh...

i keep saying "forget it,forget it..u did ur best"...but still the unsatisfying feeling kept bugging me...when im in the toilet.."i shud have say this..aish..eh forget2.."...everywhere i would say that..aish....aigoooooo....i just hate it..

and that "lisan" at school was worse...ahh..that was mock oral..and it was that bad...aaahhhhhhh shut up la aisyah.

btw..im grateful for those msgs..although i felt down...those words perk me up....and that one person who dont even know im taking this exam..haha even that person is "rooting" for me

i guess i was too nervous beforehand...that nervewrecking moment...when i came to that school,i was feverish when they took my temp..i nearly cant get in..i was worried like mad..i kept saying.."the weather is hot that's why" to persuade that person..hehe

well...everything's done now...woooh shud i say...

anticipating tmr..hhehe..tch banu seemed excited..keke

kyuhyun - 7 years of love

the lyrics are really melodramatic but its sad..huu..
and at last there's no repetition on the lyrics....ahhh..its been such a long time..hehe. its kinda like a story

We've met for 7 years,nobody knew we would say goodbye this easily but we did break up memories of our arguments remained for a long time

i dont know how we expected to see each other when we were so young

because we couldnt help ourselves from changing

they say its painful when you say "goodbye"

but we couldnt even feel it that we told ourselves calmly "that's just how it is"

i cried..as time passed at my own,regret and missing you,

looking at myself with a different heart
first as friends next as lovers

its true what they say when you break up that "its hard to stay as friends"

still,after that we kept in touch once in a while for 3 years
even though i fell in love again with another person,i always called you when i was sad,

just crying silently telling you "you need to meet a good person too"

when i didnt really mean it

telling myself for nothing"maybe she still likes me"

i know..we were both really innocent that we cant have that kind of love again

that it'll only remain as memories

but i know very well there's nothing that i can do now
hearing her words"im getting maried",i couldnt say anything for a while

and then i cried because i wanted to hear her only say "i love you" as her final words.

saengil chukahae old guy^^