tmr is the start of 2009...hmmph-_-

i dont feel like i am a new me...still AGAIN...i havent finish my math hw...aishhh.

there's been a lot of award shows and song festivals recently...that i keep forgetting to do my homework..wat a GREAT excuse..hehe

2009..I hope its gonna be a better year for me..there's sooo gonna be lots of chaanges..i cant idle anymore except i want to "resign to fate" haha...and just be a jabariah..yarh rite..jkjk

a lot of things are waiting for me next yr...i guess i have to decrease my level of spazms over some strangers who dont even know me..hahah if u know wat it is...

recently..it seems weird but i am talking/discussing with that devil child over shows that i used to watch on utb that she too watched ..together?!..even happily...laughing. Oh My Gah..i talked to her happily..yet i have this feeling inside me"wat am i doing..stop it..she's a copycatto"...mayb i seriously need someone to spazz with if there's no 'u' to msg or talk with i guess..hahahak

march 2009..hmmm..heheheh