tmr is the start of 2009...hmmph-_-

i dont feel like i am a new me...still AGAIN...i havent finish my math hw...aishhh.

there's been a lot of award shows and song festivals recently...that i keep forgetting to do my homework..wat a GREAT excuse..hehe

2009..I hope its gonna be a better year for me..there's sooo gonna be lots of chaanges..i cant idle anymore except i want to "resign to fate" haha...and just be a jabariah..yarh rite..jkjk

a lot of things are waiting for me next yr...i guess i have to decrease my level of spazms over some strangers who dont even know me..hahah if u know wat it is...

recently..it seems weird but i am talking/discussing with that devil child over shows that i used to watch on utb that she too watched ..together?!..even happily...laughing. Oh My Gah..i talked to her happily..yet i have this feeling inside me"wat am i doing..stop it..she's a copycatto"...mayb i seriously need someone to spazz with if there's no 'u' to msg or talk with i guess..hahahak

march 2009..hmmm..heheheh

an unexpected show..well at arirang,there's mkmf award,at the info bar it states "hand in hand"haha..i watched it last night just when the dongkis were performing..and i only got to watched it till 130am which is only an hr..i sure missed lots..

got to catch it today though but still i was late..only got to know it at 3pm..and it finished at 430pm..watta..but then still had fun watching it..the feeling of watching an award show with subs!..is kinda better than watching it on internet..even if there's no subs..i feel delighted just watching it on tv..heehee..

one week countdown to school.....

ohho..its only 7 days left b4 im back to school..the thought of meeting the other friends is overwhelming..but then the truth of me being in a whole new year(a whole new world~~..hehe) is just..eeww

im gonna be in sec 4 already but im still slacking as usual..aigooo~..my maths hw?well...have a few more pages left..and u know wat..i dont care im gonna skip lots and do wat is left..hahahahaahk..evil me

i hope i became a new person..?well..a better and more responsible student i guess...thinking back of my oh sooo "good" amaths results...it just pulls me down..i seriously need to buck up..aisyah hwaiting!!you can do it!...i think im a bit insane now...u know me..im practically laughing like a maniac right now..in my heart..^ ^

had a blast at yesterdays bdae party..?..hehe..so it was at raidah's house..

went to shop at ntuc first b4 going to her house for the ingredints..and that trolley..something's wrong with the wheels..the sound coming out of it is like threatening the person in front..ur scared when i speed behind u arent ya..haha..dont even deny..

so i helped out with the brownies..and i made the drinks and then kak ---..i donno her name,wat was her name raidah?..well she asked me"da biasa masak di rumah ya?"..and i was like..'ah..bole la..tk slalu"..the last time i helped cook was when my mum was sick..haha..

played card games..and sure it was fun..then ate..surfed the net and found out something..hmm surprising?yet expected from azlin..hahak...and played the infamous curtain games by marinah and laughed out lots..and soon..i suddenly felt weak and tired..hahak..must have been the attachments...i even slept at 830pm on my sofa..hahak..the earliest so far

i was not boring..ehem i mean bored..hehe..or mad or anything..just exhausted..okay?..oookay:)
sorry if i was a wet blanket..

at least anchovy got to do wat he always do at the GY DJ...heheh rite?:)

hello~~

and soo..today is my last day at the childcare..and it was kinda sad..hehe but then a scary scenario happened...

while we were going out for lunch searching for a place to sit..i saw this guy in blue shirt..he was looking at us stealthily.. i saw him and quickly told kak fadh to walk quick...wooh..so we were saved..

while taking pics and eating suddenly...its that guy again approaching...we were all panicky and shouting/whispering'cepat2..lari..cepat org tu nak dtg!!"..i was the first to walk away thinking they will follow behind...but then i heard them shouting'aisyah simangoon!"...

woah..my full name..something must have happened...so i walked like heck..looking back to take a glance..oh..shooosh he was following me...and soo i hid behind and he lost me soo he went the other way..

my heart was thumping like mad..seriously i was speechless..then i saw them they were on the other side of the road..coming to me..i was like"did he really follow me?"...they said"ya..lps awk jln teros die ikut belakang awak"..the word 'teros'..scared the shhoot out of me..fuuh

and soo we quickly ran into the childcare and bang the door open..we were scared to death..the tchrs were all..'oh laki tu eh?"..they knew that guy!!..he was always wandering arnd they said but recently he did appear until today... even the kids called him 'abang'..watta

then..when we wanted to go out to buy something for the tch..ahh!! he was there coming towards us at the door...soon enough he went away after a scolding from one of the tch...he was tooo scary...the tch asked"die da berkenan ngan sape ni?"..and they said he likes it when pple laugh..wahlao eh

since that perveted incident..i just cant stand other seemingly pervert ppl...

i played with the kids and spent time with them a lot today although i was too tired..im gonna miss them..took some pics with them..and i went to each of them..helping them to colour,listening to their stories and storytell..

helped out tch anita with her work..cut,pasted and soo forth..took her pic..and told her it was my last day..and the kids were too cute when i said gdbye..they were all'kakak..kakak nak balik?""kakak..salam!"...even the chinese salam me.heheh..

although today..the class was not filled up..alot didnt came..and some went home early b4 i could take more pics with them...i surely cherished that moment..

the principal,mdm samiah told us..if they were gonna have a field trip or anything,she will contact us...and if we wanna come again..we could just give a call to volunteer..heheh

got some pics but will upload them later on..

izzati n.. ahmad..the 2 quiet kids..hee
the super hyper asyikin
self-sacrificing safwana..heh..she sacrificed her toys for her frens..soo nice

hmm..back from the childcare..the journey is 1 1/2 hr from home to there..that itself tires me out..heh

as soon as i got there..they were all watching spongebob..and they were like..eh you came!..haha..then bilqis came and shouted my name through the window..i was..uhmm shocked..heehee..

got two more addition to the grp..afeeq and faheem..as usual they awkward at first but then started to talk to me while playing showing wat they did to the toys eg.aeroplane,rocket..

during playground time..i didnt play wit them as in..play the slides literally..i guess my energy were worn out listening to their stories nonstop..woah..they sure got lots to tell..haha..

even bilqis and safwana asked"kakak..asal mase tu kakak main slide,nari tak?"..my reply:'ah..kakak penat..korang main la..nnti kakak catch eh"..haha..lame answer

today..mayb bcoz its monday,they dont play that much except that number game..haha..b4 bhoon thet came..i was involved in the game..


when tch called out ur number ur supposed to stand..and my no.is 5. i sure was too fast..when tch called out 5..like lightning,i stood up and my partner zohaib who was suppose to stand up too was like blur not knowing wat to do..haha..even the tch laugh seeing my speedness..heheh

naptime..while the kids were sleeping,tch doing her work..i sat there reading book and listening to music..i read and read and unconsciously slept there for about 1/2 hr..hahahk..seriously i was too tired..i cant stop my heavy eyelids from drooping leading me to dreamland..

milo time..and ahmad..well he had a gd appetite today..he kept 'kakak aisyah..can i have some more biscuits"wit that soft spoken voice of his..seriously..too soft..hahak..but sure he was cute..



faheem,izzati and ahmad kept showing wat they did to the lego toy that they receive..hehe..there's a rocket,aeroplane,gun(asyikin made that..heh),boat with chocolate flavoured soup(izzati)..hahah..and multi storey boat...they kept saying'kakak..look"..kakak!kakak!"..



tmr shall be my last day...im hoping for a grp pic..hehe..just for memory

had a fun day yesterday..hehe..posted this for my memory..

got wat i wanted,gave wat i initiated,ate and drank wat i love..heheh..it was supposed to be an

anxious day for me..but somehow..i maintained my position..hahak..and i felt weird taking it

with full confidence..like as if nothing happened..it was supposed to be quite embarrassing infront

of that familiar face..but its like as though i knew her all along..hahahk..at last its in my hand..and

it felt a bit..heheh..but sure i was happy..and i keep looking back..in the night..sneaking arnd like

some freak..wait till evryones asleep b4 i took the last glance..hahahak..



hee..glad you love it..
u are gd to me too..
hehe..lets stay like this okay:)

PHRASE OF THE DAY: "teacher..i want to pass urine""ok go"

fromleft:ahmad,qilbis,safwana,bhoon thet,izzati(horizontal)heh

fromleft: mia,zohaib

and soo its the start of the attachment and i have 8 kids under me..safwana,zohaib,bhoon thet,izzati,mia,qilbis,ahmad and 'spring'asyikin. and im under tch anita's supervision..well..she's okay..except that she's a bit scary and stern..she's not that friendly but it was fine..hehe

everyone was wondering who i am..the kids i mean..and i just smiled and said hi..they didnt really respond at first except syikin who smiled non-stop at me..

slowly..i talked to safwana..then she talked abt her family and stuff..then zohaib started talking to me..next qilbis..

cut some word cards by tch and wooh tanx to that yescom experience i finished 16 pages in 10 mins..heehee..playground time!

those kids are super hyper..i played with them and all seems to be talking to me now..and keep calling'kakak!kakak aisyah!"..all the girls actually fight to hold my hands and continously pulled my hand around tiring me out..and we played slide together..seriously i love the bumpy slide..LOVE ITT!..hehe..i became 'orang rumah' for a while bcoz they said wait if im not there..they dont have the key to the house to play slides..hahahk..watta..so i became that and help them up for the slides..

qilbis cracked me up..she asked"kakak..kakak pakai perfume eh?"..me:"tkla..bedak"..qilbis:"kakak bau wangi"...heheheh..soo sweet..u made my day

i learned some children psychology..wahak..when they were given plastecine(spelling?)..the boys would make racing cars and soo forth..but girls..roti prata and cake.hahak..i started making an epok2 out of it..and everyone wants one..hehehe..shower time next..and i saw both *toots* of boys n girls..hahahks.

sleeping time..wah if only we had that in school..1pm!lunch time..ate burger..where?at the playground..hahak..pathetic but fun eating with kak fadh,kak sarah,nasirah and iffah..and wooh i heard some dirty secrets..heeh..

3pm: wake up time for the kids and milo time with biscuits..izzati and ahmad the two quiet kids..open up to me..and talk lots..they were too cute

they all keep "kakak aisyah!kakak!kakak aisyah!"..bcoz they want me to storytell..and all keep fighting wanting to tell me stories of themselves..woah they got loads to say..everyone keep taking my hands..wanting to 'pimpin' asked me loads of questions..im deadbeat already..

the most memorable thing ever..asyikin the hyper one..sang baney's 'i love you' and molest me later..hahaks..no..she kept hugging me and kissing me on my hands..and the others follow..hugging me till im outta breath..hahaks..

5pm:GO HOME!..everyone said goodbye..and asked if im coming tmr..and salam me..they were soo cute..not to be biase but i think mia,izzati and ahmad are my fav..hehe..they were too cute..for a sec..i tot mia was chinese..but she spoke malay..haha

long post? yarh sorry..i keep to details too much..heehee=D

bought some books today and after that..the start of wacky day..haha..

so straight to TM after that with nadia..and marinah next..we round the mall..and decided to

watch twilight after much consideration..hehe..it was unexpectedly great..i was worried at first

coz..as you all know its about vampires..but then the plot was great,suspenseful and nice hot guy

and pretty lady..hahak..marinah kept fangirling abt the lead..okay..i admit he is hot...especially

with those shades but marinah was a bit too excited abt him..pushing nadia arnd..hahak..so

funny..and there's three young boys sitting in front of me and they cracked me up..one time

when edward kissed bella on her forehead..one boy said"eew..why soo stickky?"..wahaha..omg

you boys..and they are excited too..mayb abt the kiss scene hahahk...after that..nadia went on

this irritating accent..and we all talk the same way..watta..haha...and she kept saying"this is soo

marinah/raidah/aisyah" yarh rite..hahak..crazy you.

sorry you guys..you have to accompany find the box that my sis wanted..you all must have been tired..sorry nadia n marinah.

tomrrow is the start of my 'working day'..wish me luck^-^

watching vids..about those accidents that took place..i regretted..it only brings back bad memories..

i know its not only me who have accounted accidents..but the one that i experienced still play back in my mind vividly..

although its been seven yrs since that incident..and only a few knew about it..it still is a memory that i wished to forget..

the screamings,feeling of being tumbled thrice in the van and feeling helpless in that cold,quiet road..it was horrible..i dont ever wanna experience it no more..

its been a nightmare to me....i hate feeling panicky,trying to comfort myself that its not gonna be an accident if something were wrong in bus or cars..even if it was only slight speeding..i try not to show..but my heart's thumping like mad..

it haunted me for years but i hope it will slowly become a sweet memoy at the back of my mind...time heals all wounds..as it is said...i guess i'll just have to wait longer..

recently,while im using the comp..watching vids..there's this devil child behind me

creeping,looking at wat im watching...how i hate it...i knew what she's doing this devil child...and

now creeping behind her like a devil sis..i will secretly creep behind her and found that she was

watching wat i was looking last time...seriously..GAL..

why do you have to intrude my privacy..shhoooshhht..and now you're hogging the comp like heck..24/7?..watta..and if i were to use it for the sec time as i only used it for an hour..she will talk back at me saying she only played for a while in the morning..hello? 5 hrs is not A WHILE..aishhh!..fuuh

ok enough of it oreadi...hmm..im currently watching 'on air','new heart','little nonya','my precious you',worlds within'time btw dog n wolf' for the 2nd time....i gave up on 'east of eden'...its too long and draggy..haish so wat for the gd cast...if it were to shown on tv..then i guess i'll follow...'iljimae' is next on my list..i watched 'baby n me' and it was the cutest movie..boz of the baby mason..omg,he's the cutest thing ever,remind me of nabil..hehe...even if in the movie stars jang guen seuk,i cant be bothered bcoz of the baby..wahahaha

now you know why i've been loitering at home..too busy watching dramas..hahah..till hw not done..no lah..i will do it..but man man lai..got at least 3 wks now..heheh

i have been updating nearly everyday..haha..watever!

am still loitering around the house...but at least an improvement on my maths hw..hahak..done a few pages..but still..woosh..

i guess i cant go for the class outing....but you all have fun la eh:)..

i keep dreaming of you guys,teachers..hehe..im not even eager of going to school..but i guess i miss you all..?hehe...and ya..i dream of this someone..hahak..nice one..wahahak

birthday presents piling up..there's lots of peeps out there whom i haven give prez too..haish..soo sorry you guys:(..nxt yr kay?but i cant promise for an immediate one heh..u know wat i mean..

nice song man..'bolero'..heeh..

im talking nonsense..haha..im soo bored and i always crave for something to eat..currently..BK...seriously the ad makes my mouth water..okay..unimportant thing to say again..oh yeah watever..lalalalalalala

cant wait for it to be in my hands..common babe..come to mama!

so i wanted to watch GDA online..but shhoooots the server is not working..i was like waiting..wooh got through and then it got stuck and thats it..i gave up and wait till its uploaded on utube..wahlao eh..all this internet tv is always like that...and soo some are uploaded already..and "under my SKY" cracked me up..watte?haha dongkis have to sing that line from now on i guess if they were to sing it live haha...why is under my skin considered provocative?hahahahak..well..congrats to them for winning lots..hehe



eat up will ya..?those collarbones are piercing to ur skin..

as requested by marinah..here goes..heheh

went to the briefing today..guess what i arrived first and nobody else was there until later on i saw kak sarah..yay..at least someone...so stayed and waited for the others to arrive....3pm..and they arrived. went to the room and called out my name for attendance. im proud of maarifs..i guess we got the most people selected..yes im talking about AMP..hehe..me,arinah,syahirah,kak sarah,kak fadh,iffah,nasirah and khaliesah..saw azlin and she was like"what?!asal tk blang kte?" at me...i just wave and heh..it was on purpose..i wanted to surprise her..well after i got the call from AMP i only told one person..and thats it..hehe....and soo it was divided into two grps..childcare and social service, i guess you know whats mine..i am in the childcare grp ,the only one in the pink class...arinah and syahirah like zee got in the social service..well i wanted childcare..i love childrens..hehe..the briefing was short a nd nice but my workplace is soo far meh..woodlands..will start working on 19,22 and 23 dec...will get some moneh later on..asssaa!

went out to meet mubina[have not seen her for 6 yrs oreadi] with shaf,nadia,hadhina and smarties...we went to bugis and ate and soo on..sorry mubina for not talking to you much...and farewell..welll it was awkward for me..coz i've never been close frens with her at all,we were only classmates...hmm..how i regret that...i realised that i didnt enjoy my elementary days,i had too little frens which is the smarties only...and that time..they hate me i guess as i was always the one left out..but we were only 7-9 yrs old then..and now they have change for the better hehe..i only found other frens when im in p4..started with fatin,then nadia a bit..then min...and then nadia lots more from p6 on...i was such an anti social person last time..although my parents always tot i was this really hyper socialite since i am when in kindergarden..well my frens are all boys..heheh. But since sec school,ive started befriending others...gained more frens who are interested in the kscene..heheh..and others who i find difficult to talk to..im okay with them now..thank goodness. like what my sis says,you will know who is your real frens when your in sec. i love my classmates now..although they may be quite troublesome(wat a monitress have been through..haha),our huge population of 38 really bring us together..heeeeh

tmr is raya..yay! i love lambs..they are soo cute..am fasting today and since its been long since i fast..i felt hungry..hahah..tk senono~..somehow it doesnt feel like raye haha..always like that since it raya haji..and i think im gonna wear all black tmr to my nanny's house hahak..

and nir...im sorry,although you tagged me..hehe i didnt wanna do the questionaire..i hope you're not offended..hee. hmmmm...homeworks still not done..as usual spent my days playing comp,watching vids...heehehehee....well i HAVE to do it,sooner or later..

n..i got it but not yet visually..i'll have to wait for a few weeks..hahahaha..i remembered how we were excited to get it..even imagining it like it was in our hands..kekekekeke...i want that lee cooper shoes~~~

went to the dentist..well supposedly on the 3rd but then i postponed it hahah..malas seyh nk kluar ptg...the appointment was at 350 pm..so after change 930am..the nurse were nice i guess they are trainees bcoz they are young..and my teeth as usual not that good...they cleaned my teeth for 1 1/2 hr..i was like what is she doing soo long...my sis only spent 1/2 hr in the dental just cleaning...and i hav to come for next appointment just to 'tampal' my teeth..hehe...wah..no need to come to school la eh?heheheh...

att..here i come...:)

yay..this is my 100th post..hahah.i know no big deal..hehehe

went to raidah's house to..eheeh..study amaths with marinah and amirah..haha..i feel like im intruding the bffs...hehe..but i was bored soo i came..and soo we studied like for about 3hrs solving problems which made me into this maniac..hahaha..they know how it goes..i laugh like crazy trying to de-stress..and then prayers..and then next when raidah switch on her comp..hahah..ape lagi..i go to youtube and shared with them my oh so many favourites and watched with em the ones that are funny and interesting..we watched star king,happy together and that funny ehb on laughing gas epi..hahah...my stomach were like suffering from too much laughter..wahahaa..called in mcD..had mcspicy..yumyum...and continued solving probs...and then continued with youtubes..hahah..and wah 6 oclock already!SGB...watched with marinah and raidah since amirah went back already..and hee..they enjoyed it too..!

get better..dont get sick working too hard you all..heehee:)