haa...im free from virusses..hehe..well not quite...the 3-in-1 package has bcome 2-in-1.

laying on top of the sofa for 3 days is no mean feat..ahhaha.

well..everythings fine now...except for my bad results...aish..mummy sorry will do better for o's okay. ahhh...hav to start study now....but am sooo reluctant.

i havent really celebrate raya...hmmph..i guess this coming thurs...wearing kurung to school can still be considered as hari raya wat...its the thought that counts..haha

hmmm....all my cravings...curb it..CURB IT!..........do well first...okay please......aisyah stop thinking...ahhhhh

my life is filled with hopes...heh....when its not fulfilled..that's when it hurts and bring me down...so hav to stop having tooo high a hope. aja!!

ahhhh..victory....

after a week of stressing..brain-squeezing memorising mania...im freee...freee~~~~

well not just yet...urgh....

but at least..its just the time to revise and not hardcore memorising..my eyes..they are beautifully puffed and blackened..hahaha.

i wanna go out...but i think staying at home in front of the comp...indulge myself in games and vids and updates...is better...ahhh wat a great life....yeah rite.

hari raya doesnt seem like hari raya to me this yr...sad..heh

haish...do we get to go vacation this yr.....?i dont think so for my fam..but frens..hmmmph mayb:)...hehe


lets just think on the bright side..all those negativity...dump it,trash it...burn it?haha

Selamat Hari Raya everyone!...hehe

today was a really busy day...my arms,shoulders..ouch..haha

i weaved a whole lot of ketupats...next baked some kuehs...made arnd 16 trays of honey cornflacks(?).....tats quite a lot from what i used to make....

i was really tempted while mixing the honey....i seriously wanted to lick it off...yumyum.hahah..

and today's dinner was a feast...it's filled...my stomach too..i was soo excited..i ate extra..and got a tummyache..serves me rite..haha shud hav known better...yumyumyum the food.

oops...sirah...urgh i guess tmr i'll revise at nanny's house..hee:)


standing by you...be strong okay^-^

hmmm...

shud i be enjoying now?......i dont think soooo.

haish..wateva,i wanna have a short break from massive brain-squeezing memorising mania...haha

am gonna make some hari raya kuehs tmr...heeehee..since mum is working..will be helping her out..haha im excited..i love making those kuehs...but cant taste them yet..haha

time passes really fast...another 2 days then its raya..then its gonna be o's..and then end...wooah.

heh...hmmm...a mixture of feelings...no worries..we can do it..aja!!


ki,nan mideo...urideul mideoyo..
kb ah.....why?

ahhhh...im dying of envy...seriously...ahahah.

it was a cute 'scene'....how i dreamt of being in her place..kekeke

the sweetest group of people....heehee...

i love you,u love me~~

nxt wk....battlefield!...hope i'll do well.....ahhh havent even finish memorising..like loootsss..*dead*

remembered that day..haha

ate poppeye and talked nonsense..my stomach was really aching from laughing too much. its been a long..hehe..camwhoring and endless legcramps by someone..ehem..haha

its been four years...ahhh...i miss the airplane. as i watched those aeroplanes...im tempted to go overseas....hehe..my mum would always say "go for a vacation urself when u hav the money"....hehe...mum that will be like 10 yrs...

hmmmph...i wanna a school field trip after O's....hahah..tat terengganu trip wasnt enough..and that bad incident..ish it pisses me off.hahak

ha....stop thinking about all this luxuries...coz its study period..and i really dont feel like memorising anything..tats bad......

arh.......a whole two weeks finished...DONE...for now

although i know my amaths gonna really pull me down after getting results...hopefully i dont fail again....haish...

the other subjects...wish me luck for getting okay...i dont specifically want A for everything...at least one...please...

welll...one burden off my shoulders...i wanna parteh today....only for today...coz tmr is shahadah studying time which is = memorising like crazeh...wooo

hope everything turn for the better...will try to get more for O's..yep2..



heehee..im happy seeing you trying hard..oppadeul fighting!!!