first day of sch after june hols...

hehe..it wasnt that bad...:)

soooo...came in to sch being checked by tch...upstairs..waved at friends,took temp...and a long time trying to re-arrage the sitting arrangement..

hahah..as usual tch banu was crackstatic!..(?)..hahahahah..

i used to feel kinda grumpy on mon morning...but i was happy and hyper this morning..i guess i miss my frens..heeheee..the talks and such

got the entry proof..and yeah..my turn is on thurs...booo

well...overall..the sitting arrangement is better..im happy...i love it actually..not that i hate the previous one..but better.

hmmph..hoping for better attitude,discipline and aim..lets do it..gogo!!!


the world is really a small place now...talkin with all those people on other country rooting for the same goal.is reall overwhelming...heeheee

looking at those bright faces..inside they must have missed their parents..

watched a documentary and the news shocked me..over 70% of mothers abandoned their child for adoption..

i've always feel that i want to do something towards these child...i want to go to the orphanage and help them,i wanna meet those unfortunate children..whether its disabilty or sickness

but last time..i was too young..elementary is really too young.

now...being 16,i felt that i am able to make a difference...mayb at the end of the year..

i just wonder..if i really could make it a reality....

this dream of mine....mayb it will be a success?or...i'll have to wait later on when im more wise and mature..

0050/ 27 june 09

the time n date of it's "birth"

such things which are trivial but at the same time precious...

this thing i will keep it well....

hehe..the fun starts in a week...hoping for the best:)

rip..

it was a bad surprise rite ever1...i woke up and news of mj dying was all over.

i admit that he's a weird person with that change of looks..but his passion for dance was really admirable..bcoz of him...others were inspired..that moon walk and that crotch thingy haha..



it was a nice appearance...although the hopes were unsuccessful..am still happy..but a bit on the bittersweet side...

tis june hols...after u said it..ya...i now realised how much updates and infos were transfered...hehehe..it could go on till..i donno..it was fun though at least i find joy in it...didnt ya sista..hheheehh

next week is the start of my busy daylife...running around,books carrying,homework-ing, heavy bags...ultimate studying....fuuuuuuhhhhh.....come on..FIGHTING!!!..wooh

its 235 am..currently..

my pissed off thingy has overshadowed with the most beautiful voices..

it was just too beautiful for words...

awwww...my fav songs tooo...

a great treat...calming me down overwhelmingly...i feel soo great..i wanna scream.

how can someone have that voice..it totally melts me....aaahhhh

these few days..i keep worrying...

i thought it was only...minor..

but somehow..deep inside i felt hurt..i cant believe myself...over "things"..i would feel like that.

today i experienced all those emotions..mostly disappointment and anger...it pissed me off really badly..people, why cant you mind your own business..seriously.

hmmm..glad there's someone who could listen to my nonsense..heh..sharing woes is quite nice..

im feeling grumpy like the toast.....TT..boooo

hmmmmph..lets just live and forget...omo..wat has my life turned tooo..its weird

Happy Birthday..

Congratulations...

Farewells.....

its happy yet bittersweet....

there will be more....or less...

hoping that one wish fulfilled...it was ruined..but the hopes are still there.....

fight on!good luck!....

just hoping everything will go its prospective ways.....in a good condition... 30%?..hmmm...try

aww....it sure was hard...
my arms hurt haha..

fuuh...guilty pleasures.....tsk tsk...

hahaha...this is wat happen when it was kept inside too long....

on a side note....it was something that have been a long time wanting...and got it...

sooo..not that bad huh?...well..haha


hmmm...hopes...will it be fulfilled this time..?....

i am such a klutz..hahah

because of that i got all these new bruises and scrape of skin on my feet..kekekek

seriously nothing could be more clumsy...

i was going to the bathroom..just one step and somehow maybe there's soap..i slipped,my feet scrape by the door..knees knocked down hard on the floor....

and my reaction?

i squatted and moaned and laughed at the same time "ouch,ouch..hahahahahahah"

its soo painful yet soo funny...hahahaha..ouch ouch..seriously the stinging sensation is still there..hehe

i limped around like a dork...laughing..i told my mum in my maniac laughing condition saying aww at the same time...but my mum just turned serious and say goodness i didnt hit my head..

yeah...as i was laughing..fuuuh at least i hurt my leg not anywhere else..heheheh.

hahahahah..im still laughing while posting this..how could i be this clumsy...kekekekekekekek

had the shock of my life late at night..hehe...it was unexpeted.

i guess i got it over with it already...

a pleasant news ironically the next morning....im soo lovin it..

proud is the word....aaahhhhhh...

sooo nice.............heeheeeheeeheeeee

aahhhh...im full..nice!hehe

yep..i went to eat fresh bulgogi with sis today..hehe..yumyum..

i was tired from back school...but since she really wanted it since last week...i accompanied her...i also want it wat..hehe

the place was really...quiet..nobody except us and another group of customers...it was serene but too noiseless with no music watsoever..

the bibimbap and bulgogi and everything was heavenly...heeheeee..i want waffle now..hahahahah

kakak: mate kau mcm kerokeropi..haha
me: mate kau mcm jihoo,fast forward motion..hahhahak

kakak:mcm jihoo..eww

me:kerokeropi?......

???!!!!!!!!!! ???? ~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i waant bibimbap..kakak!let's eat it..heheh

i checked my acc..and woots i've watched over 10 000 vids..10 140 to be exact...hahahaha..woooh

i watched this show..and some star called so jiseob to prove her close relationship with him...
omo so jiseob okay...waaah....

she called..and his voice...aaahhh...i was fangirling haha..it was sooooo sexy?hahahahaah
seriously i felt like he called to me...kekekkekekeke..

he was witty and funny..hahahahaha no wonder i like you...hahahaha

watte...stop fangirling..heeeheeeheeeheee

rainy day...

its been such a long time..and i love it..

those no. keep increasing..my fingers are aching...

when did all these people come frm...

seriously..haha..

it seems like some are feeling quite moody...

cheer up..dont be depressed...ok.

im always sleepng nowadays...a way to relieve stress?hmmm

life's really isnt a bed full of roses..

i didnt mean to eavesdrop...

i just hope it will get over soon and everything will be alright..

i pray for you everyday..

and i know its been hard...

i used to hate you..but i guess i cared for you..

you've been better now...

a better future ahead..im sure...

even if it takes a long time....dont give up on yourself

What is your face shape?

well...mine..is a square...

i have angular jawlines..thats why its not round or heartshaped....

sharp jawlines may be sexy for a guy..but unflattering for a girl..coz it made me look more masculine..haha

i must have gotten it from my dad...

why am i saying all this..thats becoz..i seriously need and want a haircut...its too hot and sweltering to be having a long hair..especially when it reached my back and shoulder..it gets irritating..

a haircut may be easy but i have to check for suitable one for my face shape..sounds vain?haha..im not being one..i just hate hairstyles which totally arent for me..

i know we all cover it but that doesnt mean i have to keep it ugly rite?

hmm..anybody want to cut hair?

hmmmm...

nvm..next time...hehe

wah the "thing" has upgraded much..heh



still bitter..

one out!

wooh..

another 2 out of the bag!

ouwwh...heh

i've never had a 'guerilla outing'..haha..

it was random and fun at the same time..

i want more basketball..i dint know it was that fun..and of cozz...my arms hurt..isnt that good exercise for my flabby arms?yeah..i shud do more..go away flabs.

and as random as it was..i met my cuzz...woah its been such a long time seeing him..and he actually recognized me enough to call my name..haha
i,even couldnt recognise him.i was like..nugu?haha

somehow..i felt guilty coming to ur sis's house..hehe..ganggu jek
but it was fun la watching the show together..
and marinah i remebered you everytime the camera switch to swan's face..hhehehehk

happy 'holidays' evr1..
is it even holiday?booo