hmmm...

i dint know the news would affect me that much..
i thought i could handle it with calm..eventhough it doesnt concern me physically..
i felt hurt inside...
piling it in my heart is really nervewrecking..i dont know how u could sustain it..

the wacky me has turned down a lil today...i was quiet from the time i came to school..nabihah said"mane virus awk..awk da find cure?"hehe.ya i know i've been crazy this few days..

but then...i think back and told myself to stop showing too much emotion..so..slowly one by one i started to open up...and became a bit wacky...sorry if my face was a bit stern..heh..cant help it..

its just that..i felt that i shouldnt be too happy..


p/s:atiqah..the 6oc..will rerurn it to ya on mon..please ah...no need to pay seriously!!

ponyo3x sakana no ko~~~~~

i am soo addicted to the song and heehe..i memorise someof the japan lyrics..english done now japan..wahak..

my hw..?well..partly done but those tys are too many to handle...

they are back on the scene more and more..hahahha..soo many vids yet unwatched...
i want ice cream though i have sore throat still..urggh..please go away..
i wanna go out and have fun..wanna go shopping..but then...this is my crucial year...

all those thoughts..i have to slowly diminish one by one..huhuT_T...

if u noticed my posts are sooo random and watever...nehmind me..im seriously wacked out..wattahe..have to stop being tooo crazy...STOP!....let's be a normal me...kekek

wats with the toncets man..go cut your hair u all!hehe

wat a wacky day:)

so today's amaths class was unexpectedly fun and very informative. i had a great time and now i know why tch never look at me when she said about 'failures remedial class'..its because she thought i passed..haha..no la tch i failed..

and so after the class..got bombarded with 3 units of tys which i had done last yr bt misplaced it..shoosh...we were going downstairs when heard some shouting..heh it was ust nasuha asking us to help open the door at the 2nd floor..she was cute..its been so long since she teached us..and the feeling was mutual although i still felt a bit intimidated meeting her..

went to raidah's house with atiqah,marinah and noruen..to umm..fetch her some books and supposedly to study amaths..haha...ordered mcd..haha so shameless..and arrived at her house with the foods already be sent..

so like i said..'supposedly studying' becomes into a "gambling den" when atikah and khairiah joined us next...haha not literall gambling of coz..but playing bluff and heart attack listening to musics...seriously the atmosphere is like gambling in a good way?hahak..

noruen actualy like wondergirls and shinee..haha..welcome to the gang..and the source was kbsworld..kekek.

and now..playing noraebang with my sis..remix of songs with dog and cat sounds..and even janggeum's version in a dog tone by me..i've become wackier and hyper nowadays..i know its irritating and loud..sorry for the inconvenience..but please bear with it for awhile..coz you'll never know when i'll stop..and when i do that,i may just stay quiet..heheheheh

ps: raidah..everything's gonna be fine:)i'll pray for you..hehe

hey..
so wat can i say..i am a weakling..
didnt come to school today although i really wanted to bcoz of amaths..heh..missing 1 amaths lesson is like missing a whole lot of thing..
it started with an irritating itchy throat and next day..fever breakout..
but ofcoz like anybody else..its kinda great not to be at school coz at least i gotta rest a bit more..
did my bio notes and khulasah throughout the day but still..bio unfinished..its like the longest notes i have evr done..seriously

i heard raidah and marinah came to school already..hehe..thank goodness you're back..but sadly im not there..btw thanx for the updates and wishes..i appreciate it really..soo happy to know that people realised im not there in school..haha..pathetic me..

and last but not least..happy bday masyitah:)

Yesterday was wacky and fun..hehe

had a blast at yesterday's bday makan2 at farah's house..hehe..

well..everyone was crazy and happy yesterday...i guess its a sign of releasing the kept stress..haha..phrase of the day "good job,good job!"..hahah.

i guess i too become crazy and not me...influenced by you(u noe you got it!yeah~~)..seriously i was a tad too wacky yesterday..i laughed a lot..i mean LOTS..its like as if i've been intoxicated with laughing gas..haha..i laugh at the smallest thing and wooh i guess i was loud..sorry..hehe

the food was nice..the game was fun....and soo everyone had a great time..i reckoned..heehee

hey..long time since last post..

well..last week was really long and tiring and i know this coming wont be any better..hmmph

being a monitress this year is a whole lot worse than last yr..if you're a bit late in doing anything then you'll be classified as this kinda irresponsible monitress...and seriously handling everything that gotta to do with a class with 38 people,with my two little hands..its no mean feat..

homeworks are too much to handle..and have been sleeping late everyday..earliest?1150pm..
have those heavy eyebags...black patch under those tired eyes..i look like a panda..heh
and bcoz of all that my mood havent been that great...sorry...i know i am such a wet blanket...

olevels are nerve wrecking..i felt like im taking it in a month..haish..i know some of you felt that too..

hmmmph...am soooo tired!..but thanx to some updates and news from ya..my day lightened up..:)

First week of school..
hmmph..first day and the word o'level was already spoke out by tchs wooh..

its unusual this yr..i know how i always forgot its the new year and wrote date and class last year's ones..but now..i kinda remember everything..its like as if im in 2009 for a few months..its weird

i know im not all ready..but i felt really ready for all the challenges ahead of me..its hesitating but theres words like'u can doit','u must do it','u have to do it' in my brain...i guess i am brainwashed by those tch who keep mentioning abt o'levels..hahak

things are piling up now..hw and ofcoz those updates..
i have the class seating position to make..wahhh..and maths hw..its sooo a neverending story..

since its the start of school and my crucial yr..i only use the comp 2-3 times a wk...heh..

but then its kinda fun coz when you check those webbie..its loaded with updates..

i wanna go to the library now..its been months...i need to go back and read those literatures..i've read most of Jane's Austen and Shakespears..i guess i wanna continue read foreign translated literature books..

as you know tch mubaiyinah'sexpectation..is skyhigh..i have to improve my bad english...reading all these literatures will do me good..heh

well you all have a nice day!:)

tomorrow......urgh..school already..heh..
students started schooling last friday for goodness sake..

hmmph..i cant wait to see you all..but am anxious abt who will be our form tch and whoosh im soo not ready for the seriously 'easy' subjects...

and you all..plz be ready and dont be shocked to see me in an uglier and fatter version of me..i've never been pretty wat..hahak

i gained 1-2kg this hols..oh great..hopefully i will shed those fats off me when school starts..hmm..im hoping to lose 5kg..and grow a few more inches..seriously im short..

everyone seem taller except me..haish wat to do...

well..iknow some of you cant wait to use all those new stuffs..hehe..believe it or not,i cant wait to don my new uniform..heesh wat aweirdo..

'opening ceremony' is still on the encore..hahak
i noe u like it..hahahah

its 2009 already..ALREADY!!!!!..wahlaoeh..

came back from accompanying marinah do her ic with mimi..well i was a bit on the 'malas' side bcoz its in the morning..but since marinah asked me to go with her b4hand..i cant just say no..kesian pulak..eh wait there's mimi..haha..why didnt i think of that?..

well,had fun though..marinah looked nice in her pics,gd for her:)heeh...and yumyum ate at LJS...even though i was a bit broke..i still spent alot today...i spent at least $8 on food,i bought a new socks,and a little cute hair clip pair with marinah..hahak..we keep searching for the same one..mati2 nk same..hehe

we talked about nxt yr..i mean this yr..keep forgetting...and soo forth..

i guess i was a bit excited to go and round the mall,bcause its been at least a week since i actually go out..the last time was that bdae party...a lot have changed and i didnt even know that..i keep leading the way saying'eh yok gi sini,gi sane"..im sorry if i tired you out marinah..coz if i were to go out myself..i would venture out to 3 to 4 hrs just window shopping...heehh

looked at shops..clothes on sales..i felt soo tempted to buy..but nooo..i have no moneh..have to wait and collect when school reopens..heheh

at last an improvement to my hw...only last 2 pgs left after all that skipping..hahah..i cheated hehe..

start of 2009,and whoosh memories flash back through my mind like playlist...those happy memories,especially the trip to tereng,although i got bitten by those irritating pest...i did enjoy myself ,talking nonsense and hanging out...for the 'idontwanttoremember' ones...they'll be nicely organize at the back of my head..hee:)