weehee...
tonight is hari raya!!..haha..Selamat Hari Raya everyone!!
i just finished helping my mum weave the ketupat...its not that easy to weave,i only managed to do it after 2 hrs of teaching haha..very slow huh..ya i know...i cant wait to help my mum bake cake lapis and coconut macaroons..woooh!!
so happy that today im not schooling till next mon..and yeah..im sooo gonna eat a lot tonight..my mum is making a feast..heehee.

Random:
they are all progressing now with great success..when are you all coming out to the scene..come on..hurry....please dont leave anybody out...that person is emo-ing on the cyworld..heee

overwhelming emotions keep rushing through me..

sadness,happiness,insecurity...

kept thinking of the past..memories,lovely or just traumatic..

my inner self seems to be bleak..

lost of confidence...unsure of the future even the present..

failing is overshadowing me...

loneliness is overcoming me..

it feels weird.........though its the truth i have to accept

yoyo...
hmm.its friday..yay!& its 145am rite now....alone outside the living room laughing alone like a maniac.. watching vids...talking-typing..heh..wooo~~~

cut my hair already..really short one..well to me..coz ive always had this long hair...haha...and talking bout the day i wanna cut my hair....me and mareena,raidah,nir,qeeyo,qaqa were going to break our fast at century so on the way i tot i shud cut my hair since i dont wanna go out on sat..mareena accompanied me there..thnkuso much..saranghaeyo..hee...and guess what...the muslimah shop was supposed to close at 6..i arrived at 520...and the person said"bsk ble?..dtg bsk eh dik..org ptg rmbt da balek ah.."i was like watta...i came all the way and she went back already?!....so we decide to round the place to find other salon.....round and round we go..at last found this one empty salon..well only the hairstylist is there..and its cheaper $12..saved my $3...heh..it was a bob..and some how..i felt weird...was it the rite one for me..?...oklah..wateva.. so then went to eat at food culture...and we talked..laughed..silly jokes..and etc...prayed and went arnd as if tmr got no sch...hahah..

well..i was really"bluurish"today...

chem was unexpected...and i was disappointed....amaths was stressing....and i felt like crying...i tried hard to control myself and force myself to stay happy and it really hurts suppressing myself..but it just overshadowed me...sorry if i was not responding...or ignoring..

sneeze2 go away..please never come back again...its been 2 weeks so give me a break..i really abhore you soo...2 packs of tissue a day is no mean feat....so please insyallah..you'll go by next week..?

change the song..again..hahah..its fun changing songs ..and this song reminds me of an anime series..i doono but somehow it sounded familiar...hmm
3 down,5 more to go..oh..test please end quickly..heehee..OMONA!...after a weak of rest for hari raya..then..AHHH! 2 more weeks for exam...ouh man..even test i havent started..talk about exam..haish...im always like this...so i guess i'll start revising by tomorrow..ya..i HAVE to!
this is random..hee..i seriously wanna cut my hair shorter..anybody wanna accompany me and cut together..?>_<..heeheee..i donno why...its my obsession of the desire to have short hair..hahaha...and cats where are you?i think they are captured and killed for food at the zoo..poor cats..i havent seen garfield and dinner since the start of this month...where are they?i miss them..heh..

whats done is done...

ahnyong..

so yesterday went out again for pro and break fast outside with frens at poppeye.

its my first time eating there..heheh.but sure it was nice...the chickens are crunchy and huge..hahah..i even gave some to azlin...hehe..so we talked,and talked....until we finished our dinner..prayed at the staircase and guess what...we prayed on top of a vodka cardboard..wat the?..hahah..but since we're ignorant of it..its ok..i was the first to find that the cardbox was actually vodka's and i was like hhhh!!...went to the viewing mall next and we kinda just took pics and soo on..haha..i remembered their shocked faces when i abruptly said"asslamualaikum"in a deep voice...was it really scary?kekek....took the skytrain next to terminal2 to sent zee off to the...train..haha..ok lame...i was excited in the skytrain..hehe..da lame tk naik....and zeee..omo..she was sooo excited knowing that her frensaw hyunbin..haha..i was like covering her and calming her down...hahaha..it was sooo funny...and soo we sent zee off..and byed her from above..haha.....continued to T3..and bought my fav white choco dream and the oh so delicious choc chip cookie..yumyum....

went back home after that...and it was late..and i felt really tense and guilty...the bus was late..and thats not all...the door cant be closed and it was fixed after 15 mins of waiting...fuhyow...

school is back...tests are piling..and im still slacking...haiyayai

aww..the season is back..for wat?to start sneezing and coughing..hahah...well ..everyone seems to have the flu now and im not spared...wahlao it'd only been a few days since ramadhan....

so yesterday..with groggy me...me,nadia and itah took pics for the pro..halimah cant make it so...

it started really early in the morning...and then we went to geylang...and then to kill time...we went to buy some stationeries and to nadia's house...heheh...we seriously were killing time...we watched hantu ambulance at nadia 's house...well at last the actors are someone im familiar with...but..it was not at all scary and it was quite lame..hahah...seriously..only suzanna freaked me out coz she looked kinda scary like nenek keba***....so we did the thing for the project...and went out again at night to take pics and of coz...buke!!..my stomach was growling like mad..hehe...we wanted to eat at ramen ten..but then...were afraid to go in and check out the price...we didnt want it to be too expensive..haha..then itah said"delifrance ah"..ape lagi..me and nadia agreed..we almost agreed to everything..keke...so at last food at delifrance yum..the tuna bread and mushroom soup..ouh...soooo DELICIOUS!..Hahahahah..

wahahaha...okay im laughing by mysef like a psycho now...btw this is a really random post...only those who know will understand...hahahahah
i realised as i pull my hair back and tied it halfway back....with my elongated fringe in front...keke..it kinda look like 9's(?)...hahahah...9 shud cut hair or it will look like me..heheheheheheh...hahahha..okay..its high me..pardon..i can be this tad crazy if i want to..kekekekeke.

its the start of fasting already..wooh!!
went to masjid ghufran with nadia to perform terawih last sunday nite...heh it was a last min. decision..believe it or not it was my first time praying there..i always do it a home..sooo a bit jakon ah..hahah..nadia have to tell me what to do..although i know how to pray terawih...its different praying with lots of people...so it ended at 1030pm and we both went home..haha..nadia thanx for walking me home...hee..

There's still loads of hw and revisions have to be done....man...tests!!!its the sign of exams approaching...aisyah buck up!you cant slack anymore..faito!!