we started our project meeting yesterday...and fuuh..it was real tiring..and we had lots of "experiences"hehe......started at woodland..where we hahah ate ice cream,shop for sweets and i was searching for that donut empire but somehow it was not there..why?...continued to bkt panjang and discussed and took pics of us on something that really challenges my courage..but i did it!..but it hurts...heehee..so continued to orchard and then walked all the way to plaza singapura....and then our stomach started growling so we searched for a place to eat..but it was saturday and everything was packed with peeps....so in the rain we went to the other mall..but then there's no food also...so at last we went back while me,nadia,and itah go eat at food culture..yums...back home my stomach was aching..haha..either he food was salty or its the case of me not eating from morning till 6pm...mayb its both..hahah..wat weak stomach..

so tomorrow is the start of ramadhan and fasting!weee....yorobun...selamat berpuase!!!

yesterday was verry joyous and fun...but also touching...it was the celebration of tchrs day. we collected presents for our form teacher and put in a box...and we celebrated b4 hand for tch banu with arina's cake..yumyum..it was sooo delicious..it was funny how tch found it hard to divide the cake among us...and hahah...tch started giving out the cakes in order of register no. so as expected i was first..and tch said"thanx for being a helpful monitress"hehehe...thanx tch..sorry if i wasnt helpful enough...so after the celebration..handed out gifts...and clumsy me i gave tch mahmudah's prez to tch aslina..wahahah..but its all the same inside...and for the first time...tch aslina hug and kiss cheektocheek with me...hehehe..it was shocking but overwhelming..kekekeke..so after that went to AMP thingy and it ended at 7...guess what while we were going to perform our prayers..these"kentals"..told us that we were peeping them..pls ah(haha)..who would be interested in them??prasantan...

so today was the talk at masjid Sultan...it was quite good but the food was not power ranger as what ust told us..hahah..after the talk went to watch movie with nadia at plaza singapura...i felt really weird with my jubah hehehe...watched cyborg she and it was full...while waiting to go in...we talked abt 'things'hehe..and treat the place as if it was ours..hahaha...we were at the front row..ouch my eyes hurt from watching something soo near...and there were sooo many couples...i forgot..it was saturday..heh..so the show was not that bad...but a bit confusing i gave it a 3/5....we were numbed by the cold in the cinema..hehehe..we talked,window shopped and ate at secret recipe..nadia your wish is fulfilled..hahah...and the quote of the day was"just looking"hahaha....it was really fun but haha...went back from plaza singapura at 8.30pm!wah...hehe....i was quite guilty but i dont have curfew...still i dont wanna go home that late...nadia went to punggol while i went back home...after all that fun..in the mrt my legs started to ache...i felt really tired and hungry..a piece of cake for dinner is not enough hahahah....

i think becoz i havent went out for 2 long weeks...i wanted revenge and thus i went out till late..haha...of course after this is study,project meeting and soo on...AHH!!!!!!...PRIMARY'S BOARD!.i havent done...people help me and zaf!!!!!

i remembered tch asked what we are passionate about...and i guess im passionate about kpop,kdramas,food and especially stray cats!

WARNING:THOSE WHO HATE OR ARE UNINTERESTED IN CATS.YOU ARE ADVISED TO STAY AWAY FROM THIS POST.
rating: CL(catlovers)

now im 'acquainted' with lots of stray cat..keke..there's garfield,marble,stripy,dinner and whity..ouh how i love seeing them everyday when i go to school...especially marble..she's always there when i walked at the park...she's sooo cute you wanna take her home...once i meowed at her..and she was all over me...she snuggled btw my legs and i was smiling like i got a millon dollars$$..heheh...but the happiness was soon diminished as i had to go and catch the bus to schooll..marble looked sad...awwww:((....heee.....garfield is always in one corner...and when i approached her she will response and snuggled btw my legs...she seem skinnier now unlike the real garfield..heehee..stripy has grown bigger..i remember the lil her always waiting for me to go home...she will wait at the carpark and as i walk to home..she will"meow"and i will scrub her back....heee...whity is a shy one...but when i touch her and scrub her chin ...ouh how demure her response will be..dinner like her name will always look up as she wait for her food at 7pm sharp..kekekkekeke...hahah..i feel like a crazy person...but they are all soooo cute...aww..mum...let me have a cat..kekeke....

hahahahah...i think im obsessed with cats...if there's a cat...my fam will always say"ah..tu kawan kau da datang"..hahaha..

the past is history,

the future is later,

the present is important.

heehee...its 15 august!hahah..ok..sooo they all came ..wooh!..they celeb birthdays and they all looked happy..haha...cute reunion...its near exam with tests all over but i seem to slack even more...yaish...its addictive..all these things..i just cant put my mind off it...hehehe....everyone seem to have long hairs...why..go and cut la...hahah..i wanna cut my hair again...this time..shorter...hahah..i remember last time i had really long hair and i liked it..now its a nuisance..i like short and tidy....okay...im talking nonsense..hehe..i guess i'll just laugh out at evry small little things and life would be bettre...but while im happy now....im sad....i failed again...my amaths...it was careless mistake...which i hate doing it....if i was careful enough i would score better...it was just that small mistake...whooosh...wait till exam..i really need to brush up...my teeth..hahaha..ok lame......since im high and hyper now.. i hope i can stay this way and try to look at the brighter perspective....heeeeheee...:)

hi...
im going crazy with tests and things......................life just...stinks...im tired...haish..i know you all are too...i have this feeling of me failing amaths...and ive always thought of giving up amaths........i know i shudnt..if not i would have wasted my parents money......please shook me hard and convince me of going on...........sigh..............and grp projects..............weeesh.......i hope they dont exist coz its ..........dont even wanna think about it.........i realised that as you grow up....best frens do not exist in my life but those you really need are those who are always with you and understand you and like the same thing as you do....everything is so bleak...always..i myself think..im a bad fren...and mayb i dont deserve their concern..but i tried showing concern and really hope they acknowledge....im not an expressive person and thus my real feelings are unknown........ive been thinking for a while...and i hate myself....for everything.....maybe i need some self relfect.....i blamed myself for everything....i think its part of growing up where you think more maturely and rationally......friends...sorry and i hope you forgave me of all my doings cause i feel sinned...thanks for those who forgave and sorry for those who think my apology is not worth it.
Its been stressful these days and i kept having those kind of feelings deep etched in my heart.....

you are not unwanted coz if you are then im nothing

hellooo...

tomorrow is last day of school hol...awwww..so sad...amaths test!!!!ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........

ok...to unwind i posted a new song by bigbang..yay..big bang is back!...hahah..they all look 'dark' withh black eyeliner and g-dragon's hair...it just seems weird and ..hehe..uglyy...their live perf was great hope to see them perform on MB..ok...tats all got to cont studying..bubbye:)

HELLO!
hehe..so today started out with natinal day celebration...with that one bun..heheh..and continued with our notice board which turned out quite well only need a lil touch up...and later on after school it was fun but it was well...expensive?..hahahk...went with raidah,mariri,nadia to TM to..actually eat at seoul garden which i crave and yearn for but then we were off time and it was friday..so no student meal..they changed...so we decided to go to swensen..wah mcm kaya...evrone ate pasta and we ordered earthquake to be shared among us...hahahaha..there's a lot of awkward/funny moments..we were like this budak mane henta...then we ordered...then ahahaha..that waiter..mariri suke..ahahahaha...it was soo awkward that it turned out funny ..hahahahah...after eating went to pray and round the mall...heard the "tell me"song in a shop...and me and mariri da..."omona sign"..and sang along..hahah...nadia went back oreadi..imagine her...hahaha...automatically with the dance..kekekekeke....

ahnyong!
so i spent my saturday....sleeping,watching vid on comp,tv,homeworks...heheheh
alhamdulillah our school got first place for the arab quiz...yay!...
so the mtvasia awards was yesterday at 11pm...watch it with someone not in my house..ahahah..u know who u are...and yayay!!sj won!!haha..im grinning like wat..i noe u're too..hehehehe...well there were 11 instead of 13....they performed "mirror" and "man in love"...so the first song was live and nice..but the 2nd one i guess its lipsynced?...hehehehe..

wat happen to heechul's hair?haha..no worries it was perfected during the perf

heebum and champagne..cute:)