Friday, August 28, 2009

lets just say...im bored.....

hahah...am sooo slacking rite now....since its fri..kekek

watever abt the skin....hahahahak...just wanna try out...it seems nice..hehe

pics by me..heeeehee..nice rite??..

bambam: yep2..u're the girl!
ahhhhhh...long time ah..hehe

so one week of exam is over....one more week.....free for 10 days...another wk of exam....will they ever stop?...nope..there's 'exams' in life too...soo its a neverending situation.









listened to you....avidly...listening....

i felt a sense of disappointment in myself...

i think i havent done my part....

im sorry..i havent been a great support.....

but you should know..that im always by your side k?....

Monday, August 10, 2009

ahh...msgs could really sometimes show our real feelings....

i was hyper and u knew that..kekek..was a bit embarrassed...hahaha

i dont know why..today...felt like im high~..

went out and splurge...i wasnt even planning on buying that bag...i saw it and "my dream bag!" was circling around me...i checked my wallet and it was enough so i bought it...haish...but then thinking back....sooner or later i would have bought it tooo...so no diff..hehe

i misss my ****.....huuhuu~~~hahah


you were grinning with proudness huh.....taking over ur senior....really like it rite?...heeheeee..u were too cute for words>_<

Saturday, August 08, 2009

why do i feel like this...

maybe i shouldnt be bothered..........

maybe im too sensitive............

maybe its just me..............

......maybe...........its my retribution?.......................

Friday, August 07, 2009

happy advanced national day~heheh

the perfs today was a bit..hehehe..okay la....only that....i seriously dont like that dragged madrasah anthem....it pisses me off somehow..hahaha

cleaning up everything was sure tiring..taking pics like its the last day..again?hah....and scolded by an impatient bus driver..hahaa.....my blood was boiling inside...cant you be more patient?!!!

huh~~~~.....

2 more weeks......

.........be strong! aja!

Saturday, August 01, 2009

ah!~ im the next victim......help!

hehe..

theres soo much waiting for me today..a whole lot shud i say..

im hyper-ing myself up.......fly away viruses~~~~

you...are u going or not?......pls.......haish

nxt wk.....hope all those people..haha..will come back to sch....in a class with less than 30 is soo lonely..hahah..miss you all!

Monday, July 27, 2009

200th post..hehe

a day that i will remember...

in this up and down life...such trivial things will always perk me up..

in a split sec...that sound coming from a very well known person..just really made me feel alive..

its a pity how they are not very well-off.....but the fact that other people who are of high ranking know their presence...its a good feeling...

it made me happy....today....although it was pretty hard....i did manage to control everything and made myself happier

is it the weather......it feels like a dark cloud is hanging above me..

"the weather is temperamental,like you".....i understand..heh

Sunday, July 26, 2009

can i join the milk club too?

really feeling the same as the members of milk club..

joking around to force yourself to feel better yet inside..its totally diff....

Saturday, July 25, 2009

nice meeting you raidah...wah its been...a really long time...hhehe
sorry i was awkward at first..hyper next...then quiet.....
my mood just keep changing....in a day i can have all those emotions..heheheh....like i said im weird..

coincidentally,my mum cooked nasi lemak..if only i knew..i could bring some for you..hahahahah

next year...for 4 months..let us be your outdoor assistants?...hahah..wherever you wanna go..insyaallah i'll accompany if im in gd health..kekeke


















forget about all those confusions...stop worrying ...smile..?

Friday, July 24, 2009

i find myself.......irritating..arent i?

somehow.....i feel like........hmmph..just that when im hyper,people ignore me...when im moody somehow,people are feeling great...

mayb my mood doesnt coincides with others thats why..i wonder if im an AB type..i think im a weird person.....

it is weird....ya.....

being moody when people are feeling great is just not right.....i seemed to be a wet blanket.

however..i love watching and listening to other people...without response in a way..i just glare and laugh inside..i wonder how i do it..

thats why..people are kinda annoyed by me ....mad at me or anything....but they dont say..

maybe im being oversensitive but..you know ur ownself....and i can feel someone's emotion...surprisingly..im not kidding..

so...how??????