*yawns*

ahhh...wat time is it? apparently 115 am here...

woosh monday seyh....i did study but i did slack as usual..again & again and again&again~tututututu when will i ever change~

soooo...its really a touching scene..since the hideout..hehe

nothing much to watch but still..i kept rewinding keep pressing the reset button...i wasted my time i know..but i cant help it..

hmmm..more updates and appearance from you just made my day better....still waiting stagnantly............fuuuuuh

huuu~~

at last got back my 'very' good results..

as usual..i got my report book,sat down with mum in front of tch...

kept quiet..mum checking out my marks...quietly..

tch saying"aisyah..no problem..she's a very responsible student..die bertanggungjawab' i got that since last yr..haha

and tch said 'only that she needs to be more relax studying,somtimes muke die mcm worried gitu..stress...aisyah u must be CERIA mase blaja ok?"

kekeke..."CERIA"..totally cracks me up...haish..am i that serious looking..
i mean its always maths time when i see tch..and thats when i get serious trying to focus..hhahaha

oklah..i'll be CERIA during extra class eh and others too...hehhehehe

its a late congratulary..hehe

sooo..that day....

happy 3rd year..

heeheee....i was thinking hard wat day that was..

ummmm....that crab is soo nice

its been a long time since i had crabs...heehehe,dinner was excellent..

i want more..those juicy filling..ouh soo delicious...

looking at spongebob's Mr.Krab..wah..if i were to catch it and eat it..wah...mr.krab is soo fat...imagine the flesh..wahhhh...im drooling..

wat am i thinking..killing mr.krab..hahaha

Krabby' Patty...hahah..it means mr.Krab's patty..wouldnt it be ironic if the patty is crab,and mr.krab is a crab itself..cannibal...wakakakak

im spouting nonsense now...well..im bored that's why...hahahaha...aisyah are u okay?ouh..you must have been still in your bambam world...~~~~~

looking back...

browsing...

i didnt know that i could miss someone that much..

although this person got nothing to do with me...

i just wish for more of that person...with the others..

hmmph...its crazy, this endless hope..

i shouldnt be bothered...but somehow it still does.

wooh~~

suke~..hahahahk

today was really 'indulgence day'..parteh~heheh..

got wat i wanted..really am on cloud nine now..

it is soo pretty...and personal..hahahah..

i didnt know it turned out like tat...heeee

and that woman...wats with her man....why force...we're victims...boo..yucks seyh
i was so pissed off i kept saying 'shoot oh shoot' so many times..haha

experience eh?haha..i will run if i saw that kind of people again.


no more regrets rite? now its 'suke'..keekkeekek

woooh...

i've gotten over everything..i've told my mum to be prepared..hehe..although she doesnt seem surprised..

i'm happier now with a great boost of 'wanna do better' attitude..hopefully i'll continue with that attitude.

heeee..today...

waahhh....

didnt expect it..kekekekee

woooooohhhh....aaaaaahhhhaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

neodulli gosangi manta~~~~

keekekeee.


tmr...let's PARTEH~~~~~~

it's been a hard day..for everyone

the disappointment still bothers me...

i should blame myself i guess....

thinking back..i did work hard but i did slack at the same time..

feelings of regret and remorse filled the day....

holding it in...forcing myself to think positively..is really tiring

unconsciously i dozed off...

i guess the nap cools me down...

how i hate coming to school this week...how i hate my results..how i hate myself..i worry continously..showing my bad result to my mum...i HAVE to do better...

on a bright perspective..its only mid yr...although it still bothers me...i tried my best,i did my best...i guess i should congratulate myself for the effort..?hmmm

let's do better...urgh..........

now...to forget today..let's just laugh it off on funny vids..heh

so just now we parteh~again..hahaha

did i just say parteh a lil bit too much this few days? ya,tats bcoz im going bonkers..haha..i was hyper from early in the morning..i mean its monday..supposedly i got moody...especially its the start of sch.

hmm..it was great fun today..loud,hyper and a lot of story telling...so i guess we could say its a kinda reunion..hehehe..

my stomach was gonna burst eating that much..looking at the pile of plates..i was like..wah we sure eat a lot...especially since i havent eaten since morning..

spent lots of time talking...and yes haha..they 'borong' (?)a lot..heeeheee...u know wat i mean.

that basketball thingy was huge fun..it was addictive like drug..hahaa..yeah rite..

the parteh was huge and great..am hoping of more of it...
and of coz...my results..
pls dont disappoint me..please...hooo

17th may..

the day of anticipation...

heart beating fast...curiousity filled my brain

it was over...it was...great to me..

the theme and colours...the changes...

it was well made...but some were a bit on the weird side...hehee

happy?..yes

disappointed?yes..that particular one

proud? yeah

hmmm..hopes...as i said..its an endless one.