its a wonder how *things* made everything fine..

even if its frustating,painful and stupid..

the presence and anticipation filled up the emptiness and regrets..

its really an amazement on how that one no. bring happiness..

just a glimpse and it made me happy...

hee...hoping for greater *things*.....hmmph

it was touching,beautiful..and fantastic...good good..


haha..wat has my life turned out...its a weird but satisfying feeling

hooo..
it was satisfying yet it was...ehem..
bad me..
hehee..great job,neodulli gosangi manta~
im gonna make lapan teh again after exms..with great more things..more reasons to smile?haha



yo sista...lets parteh with c

AAAHHHHHHH!

WAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!

YAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SOOO HIGH UP IN THE SKY!..SOMEBODY STOP ME!

heeeeeheeeeeheeeeheeee

haaaahahahahhhahahahahahah

wakkakakakakakakakakakakakak.....

ooh the crazy bug has got me...ahhhhh!!!!

5 more days....
endurance...booosh


today is the last day of the week...and im pretty excited...

those papers that i took which are all sooo lactating.....FORGET IT...whats done cant be undone..

i didnt care about anything else...hahah..because..

i WANT TO PARTEH~~~~~....(8 teh?..hahah)

yes..its been a week without full commitment to my lappy..ooh...

and today is revenge...

yesterday...the stress brought craziness which i sang like 6 songs in a shot w/out stopping..i dont even care if its too loud..woooash really a great unwind..yeah babe


please..appear will ya?huh!!?

LETS FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING...LIFE HAS TO GO ON...bambam..himnae!

huuuuhuuuuhuuuu....tsk tsk...

wat a really bad day to end the week...booooo

yest i messed up my geo,quran...today tafsir and phy/chem....they sound sooo happy after the mcq exam...the answers were given and i can see that a lot got good except me..

haiz....why is it always like this....next week..booosh. my mum seem to anticipate a better perf of amaths result...wahlao............

i cant help myself but pout and kept quiet just now....im sorry...seriously it was frutrating..i wanted to fake a smile but i cant...

i know some of you are well irritated with my whining...even if i dont say out loud..i made blank faces..i ignore people...sorry..

i guess you people just have to wait till its over...


i seriously want to bawl my eyes out..keeping it inside is kinda hard...tsk tsk
hopefully somehow he will lift up my spirits?...hmmph

aaahhhhh~~~~~~~

currently memorising tafsir..forcing those infos in my brain with some chem/phy as an appetiser on the side...

acne are popping out of my chubby cheeks...its the stress...its always like that..coming out when im not in the best mood......

i messed up my geo,my quran...shhoooots seyh..wat i studied hard didnt came out which is sooooo booshboosh...oh my bambam life..

i guess its time to multitask again tmr..fiqh,tauhid,irk and some great maths..woosh...4 days for all those stuffings..just hoping my bambom brain can take it...

me:dont worry brain,i'll indulge you later on..with nice food and sleep....
brain:yay...eh?wat abt those 3 more exams...wait till end of the year la bambam..
me: ya..you're rite...ooh poor you T T

im going bonkers soon....aaaaahhhhh

you...yes you stop hiding,make yourself appear..now!

*yawns*

ahhh..wat a tiring day..and its supposed to be saturday..but then it was fun too coz got to see raidah after a long while..hehe..seriously you look pretty..:D

the cake and brownies are uber delicious..and atiQah..those brownies arent burnt :)

so..supposed to help out today at school...and it clashes with raidah's gathering..hoosh....of all days eh..

the so called 'meeting' was nothing..should have arrived there later..always like this seyh...

while waiting for tch..did some translating which we four arent gd at even if its eng to mly..hahah

woah...i climbed the stairs frm 1st to 2nd floor like..10 times?or more..fetching that and that..taking things down and running around search for black plastic bag..did some ehm dirty jobs..like cleaning off the sink..ya the canteen sink..i was kinda disgusted but i did it..haha its weird how masyitah and nabihah find it fun?

the theaterette was fiiled..luckily nadia and atiQah didnt come as supporters..i sat at the stairs..it was admirable listening those people talking so fluently except for some...

ah...did my fiqh and watched videosnext b4 i go crazy stressed ..im tired..*yawns again*..my eyes are killing me...my arms are sore..shoots...i feel like an old woman aching everywhere..hhaaaha

heyyo~~

*SIGH*.........

its good that its overloaded but...it has to be limited down due to important circumstances which build my future...

things are getting way too difficult...its only one week left..nope less than that...

why is it that i felt so moody nowadays yet happy some times..its a rollercoaster of emotions..

i tried my best not to get a red mark....

huhu..how difficult can it be to just practice more..people are ahead yet im lacking behind...wooosh im sooo dead

im tired but hav to remember there are others who are experiencing harsher times

have to keep that in mind as not to disappoint those people....

nice good friday...

so i really used up my fri hol...first up went to fresh bulgogi with my sis...ummm yumyum soo nice..ate a lot till my stomach gonna burst..hehe..and guess what..i met azlin..heheh..such a long time since i met her..

i was eating when she barge in the door and yelled 'aisyah!"..and i was like ' azlin!..ahhh!"..we were a bit chaotic for a while..hehhe..so nice meeting you even for a short while:)

so i was gonna buy a bag..searched for one at tamp..really people from north,south,west and all of tampines dwellers came by...it was really tooo overcrowded with the opening of tampines1..shoots...its like visiting an ant's home...i was suffocated..my sis and i were like..'oh come on human walk faster and keep saying 'wa nappien(?)"..bcoz people keep bumping into us..hahaha..

and as i went down the escalator from tm..guess who i saw now...nir,im and iklil...hahah...like i said everyoner is coming out..

wooh am soo tired out....tmr bio...and mon sch..oh my pathetic life......heh


no worries guys...you can do it..make it work...got more weeks to go!

Wooooohooo!

my videos watched on youtube has reached the 8000th spot...


hahahahhaha..wooooh..wait till its 10000..kekek

omgosh soo random and irrelevent...haha..watever la eh..my mind is ting-tong nowadays..hee