bought some books today and after that..the start of wacky day..haha..

so straight to TM after that with nadia..and marinah next..we round the mall..and decided to

watch twilight after much consideration..hehe..it was unexpectedly great..i was worried at first

coz..as you all know its about vampires..but then the plot was great,suspenseful and nice hot guy

and pretty lady..hahak..marinah kept fangirling abt the lead..okay..i admit he is hot...especially

with those shades but marinah was a bit too excited abt him..pushing nadia arnd..hahak..so

funny..and there's three young boys sitting in front of me and they cracked me up..one time

when edward kissed bella on her forehead..one boy said"eew..why soo stickky?"..wahaha..omg

you boys..and they are excited too..mayb abt the kiss scene hahahk...after that..nadia went on

this irritating accent..and we all talk the same way..watta..haha...and she kept saying"this is soo

marinah/raidah/aisyah" yarh rite..hahak..crazy you.

sorry you guys..you have to accompany find the box that my sis wanted..you all must have been tired..sorry nadia n marinah.

tomrrow is the start of my 'working day'..wish me luck^-^

watching vids..about those accidents that took place..i regretted..it only brings back bad memories..

i know its not only me who have accounted accidents..but the one that i experienced still play back in my mind vividly..

although its been seven yrs since that incident..and only a few knew about it..it still is a memory that i wished to forget..

the screamings,feeling of being tumbled thrice in the van and feeling helpless in that cold,quiet road..it was horrible..i dont ever wanna experience it no more..

its been a nightmare to me....i hate feeling panicky,trying to comfort myself that its not gonna be an accident if something were wrong in bus or cars..even if it was only slight speeding..i try not to show..but my heart's thumping like mad..

it haunted me for years but i hope it will slowly become a sweet memoy at the back of my mind...time heals all wounds..as it is said...i guess i'll just have to wait longer..

recently,while im using the comp..watching vids..there's this devil child behind me

creeping,looking at wat im watching...how i hate it...i knew what she's doing this devil child...and

now creeping behind her like a devil sis..i will secretly creep behind her and found that she was

watching wat i was looking last time...seriously..GAL..

why do you have to intrude my privacy..shhoooshhht..and now you're hogging the comp like heck..24/7?..watta..and if i were to use it for the sec time as i only used it for an hour..she will talk back at me saying she only played for a while in the morning..hello? 5 hrs is not A WHILE..aishhh!..fuuh

ok enough of it oreadi...hmm..im currently watching 'on air','new heart','little nonya','my precious you',worlds within'time btw dog n wolf' for the 2nd time....i gave up on 'east of eden'...its too long and draggy..haish so wat for the gd cast...if it were to shown on tv..then i guess i'll follow...'iljimae' is next on my list..i watched 'baby n me' and it was the cutest movie..boz of the baby mason..omg,he's the cutest thing ever,remind me of nabil..hehe...even if in the movie stars jang guen seuk,i cant be bothered bcoz of the baby..wahahaha

now you know why i've been loitering at home..too busy watching dramas..hahah..till hw not done..no lah..i will do it..but man man lai..got at least 3 wks now..heheh

i have been updating nearly everyday..haha..watever!

am still loitering around the house...but at least an improvement on my maths hw..hahak..done a few pages..but still..woosh..

i guess i cant go for the class outing....but you all have fun la eh:)..

i keep dreaming of you guys,teachers..hehe..im not even eager of going to school..but i guess i miss you all..?hehe...and ya..i dream of this someone..hahak..nice one..wahahak

birthday presents piling up..there's lots of peeps out there whom i haven give prez too..haish..soo sorry you guys:(..nxt yr kay?but i cant promise for an immediate one heh..u know wat i mean..

nice song man..'bolero'..heeh..

im talking nonsense..haha..im soo bored and i always crave for something to eat..currently..BK...seriously the ad makes my mouth water..okay..unimportant thing to say again..oh yeah watever..lalalalalalala

cant wait for it to be in my hands..common babe..come to mama!

so i wanted to watch GDA online..but shhoooots the server is not working..i was like waiting..wooh got through and then it got stuck and thats it..i gave up and wait till its uploaded on utube..wahlao eh..all this internet tv is always like that...and soo some are uploaded already..and "under my SKY" cracked me up..watte?haha dongkis have to sing that line from now on i guess if they were to sing it live haha...why is under my skin considered provocative?hahahahak..well..congrats to them for winning lots..hehe



eat up will ya..?those collarbones are piercing to ur skin..

as requested by marinah..here goes..heheh

went to the briefing today..guess what i arrived first and nobody else was there until later on i saw kak sarah..yay..at least someone...so stayed and waited for the others to arrive....3pm..and they arrived. went to the room and called out my name for attendance. im proud of maarifs..i guess we got the most people selected..yes im talking about AMP..hehe..me,arinah,syahirah,kak sarah,kak fadh,iffah,nasirah and khaliesah..saw azlin and she was like"what?!asal tk blang kte?" at me...i just wave and heh..it was on purpose..i wanted to surprise her..well after i got the call from AMP i only told one person..and thats it..hehe....and soo it was divided into two grps..childcare and social service, i guess you know whats mine..i am in the childcare grp ,the only one in the pink class...arinah and syahirah like zee got in the social service..well i wanted childcare..i love childrens..hehe..the briefing was short a nd nice but my workplace is soo far meh..woodlands..will start working on 19,22 and 23 dec...will get some moneh later on..asssaa!

went out to meet mubina[have not seen her for 6 yrs oreadi] with shaf,nadia,hadhina and smarties...we went to bugis and ate and soo on..sorry mubina for not talking to you much...and farewell..welll it was awkward for me..coz i've never been close frens with her at all,we were only classmates...hmm..how i regret that...i realised that i didnt enjoy my elementary days,i had too little frens which is the smarties only...and that time..they hate me i guess as i was always the one left out..but we were only 7-9 yrs old then..and now they have change for the better hehe..i only found other frens when im in p4..started with fatin,then nadia a bit..then min...and then nadia lots more from p6 on...i was such an anti social person last time..although my parents always tot i was this really hyper socialite since i am when in kindergarden..well my frens are all boys..heheh. But since sec school,ive started befriending others...gained more frens who are interested in the kscene..heheh..and others who i find difficult to talk to..im okay with them now..thank goodness. like what my sis says,you will know who is your real frens when your in sec. i love my classmates now..although they may be quite troublesome(wat a monitress have been through..haha),our huge population of 38 really bring us together..heeeeh

tmr is raya..yay! i love lambs..they are soo cute..am fasting today and since its been long since i fast..i felt hungry..hahah..tk senono~..somehow it doesnt feel like raye haha..always like that since it raya haji..and i think im gonna wear all black tmr to my nanny's house hahak..

and nir...im sorry,although you tagged me..hehe i didnt wanna do the questionaire..i hope you're not offended..hee. hmmmm...homeworks still not done..as usual spent my days playing comp,watching vids...heehehehee....well i HAVE to do it,sooner or later..

n..i got it but not yet visually..i'll have to wait for a few weeks..hahahaha..i remembered how we were excited to get it..even imagining it like it was in our hands..kekekekeke...i want that lee cooper shoes~~~

went to the dentist..well supposedly on the 3rd but then i postponed it hahah..malas seyh nk kluar ptg...the appointment was at 350 pm..so after change 930am..the nurse were nice i guess they are trainees bcoz they are young..and my teeth as usual not that good...they cleaned my teeth for 1 1/2 hr..i was like what is she doing soo long...my sis only spent 1/2 hr in the dental just cleaning...and i hav to come for next appointment just to 'tampal' my teeth..hehe...wah..no need to come to school la eh?heheheh...

att..here i come...:)

yay..this is my 100th post..hahah.i know no big deal..hehehe

went to raidah's house to..eheeh..study amaths with marinah and amirah..haha..i feel like im intruding the bffs...hehe..but i was bored soo i came..and soo we studied like for about 3hrs solving problems which made me into this maniac..hahaha..they know how it goes..i laugh like crazy trying to de-stress..and then prayers..and then next when raidah switch on her comp..hahah..ape lagi..i go to youtube and shared with them my oh so many favourites and watched with em the ones that are funny and interesting..we watched star king,happy together and that funny ehb on laughing gas epi..hahah...my stomach were like suffering from too much laughter..wahahaa..called in mcD..had mcspicy..yumyum...and continued solving probs...and then continued with youtubes..hahah..and wah 6 oclock already!SGB...watched with marinah and raidah since amirah went back already..and hee..they enjoyed it too..!

get better..dont get sick working too hard you all..heehee:)