i was surfin for kpop news when i found this...

omo..if i was there..waahhhh...waaahhh..green with envy...wahhhhhhhh!!

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wahh la.....lucky girls..hahah daniel henney..woah....it'll be great if i can meet all those people....waahhhhh..that will never happen la aisyah..stop drooling

ahh....its nice how we got mon off..hehe

youth day was great although the place seemed weird for a laughable perf...

tchs surely prepared a lot...thinking back...i was a bit teary deep inside coz...this year is the last..
all the help frm tchs..all those advises...thank you soo much..

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hmm..its great how everything is resolved..happy:)

those mood changes..its something that's hard to change...

i guess i change personally....im more wild(?)...i seemed to be outspokenn now...i show more of me now...that outburst of spazzism..haha...i would only show it to one person last time..kekek

msgs will keep coming every week...the true feelings..hahaha....

i wish everyone good health and happiness.....fighting!!

aaahhhh...bad day..bad bad day..tiring

exhausting...ahhhhhhh...

i keep saying "forget it,forget it..u did ur best"...but still the unsatisfying feeling kept bugging me...when im in the toilet.."i shud have say this..aish..eh forget2.."...everywhere i would say that..aish....aigoooooo....i just hate it..

and that "lisan" at school was worse...ahh..that was mock oral..and it was that bad...aaahhhhhhh shut up la aisyah.

btw..im grateful for those msgs..although i felt down...those words perk me up....and that one person who dont even know im taking this exam..haha even that person is "rooting" for me

i guess i was too nervous beforehand...that nervewrecking moment...when i came to that school,i was feverish when they took my temp..i nearly cant get in..i was worried like mad..i kept saying.."the weather is hot that's why" to persuade that person..hehe

well...everything's done now...woooh shud i say...

anticipating tmr..hhehe..tch banu seemed excited..keke

kyuhyun - 7 years of love

the lyrics are really melodramatic but its sad..huu..
and at last there's no repetition on the lyrics....ahhh..its been such a long time..hehe. its kinda like a story

We've met for 7 years,nobody knew we would say goodbye this easily but we did break up memories of our arguments remained for a long time

i dont know how we expected to see each other when we were so young

because we couldnt help ourselves from changing

they say its painful when you say "goodbye"

but we couldnt even feel it that we told ourselves calmly "that's just how it is"

i cried..as time passed at my own,regret and missing you,

looking at myself with a different heart
first as friends next as lovers

its true what they say when you break up that "its hard to stay as friends"

still,after that we kept in touch once in a while for 3 years
even though i fell in love again with another person,i always called you when i was sad,

just crying silently telling you "you need to meet a good person too"

when i didnt really mean it

telling myself for nothing"maybe she still likes me"

i know..we were both really innocent that we cant have that kind of love again

that it'll only remain as memories

but i know very well there's nothing that i can do now
hearing her words"im getting maried",i couldnt say anything for a while

and then i cried because i wanted to hear her only say "i love you" as her final words.

saengil chukahae old guy^^

first day of sch after june hols...

hehe..it wasnt that bad...:)

soooo...came in to sch being checked by tch...upstairs..waved at friends,took temp...and a long time trying to re-arrage the sitting arrangement..

hahah..as usual tch banu was crackstatic!..(?)..hahahahah..

i used to feel kinda grumpy on mon morning...but i was happy and hyper this morning..i guess i miss my frens..heeheee..the talks and such

got the entry proof..and yeah..my turn is on thurs...booo

well...overall..the sitting arrangement is better..im happy...i love it actually..not that i hate the previous one..but better.

hmmph..hoping for better attitude,discipline and aim..lets do it..gogo!!!


the world is really a small place now...talkin with all those people on other country rooting for the same goal.is reall overwhelming...heeheee

looking at those bright faces..inside they must have missed their parents..

watched a documentary and the news shocked me..over 70% of mothers abandoned their child for adoption..

i've always feel that i want to do something towards these child...i want to go to the orphanage and help them,i wanna meet those unfortunate children..whether its disabilty or sickness

but last time..i was too young..elementary is really too young.

now...being 16,i felt that i am able to make a difference...mayb at the end of the year..

i just wonder..if i really could make it a reality....

this dream of mine....mayb it will be a success?or...i'll have to wait later on when im more wise and mature..

0050/ 27 june 09

the time n date of it's "birth"

such things which are trivial but at the same time precious...

this thing i will keep it well....

hehe..the fun starts in a week...hoping for the best:)

rip..

it was a bad surprise rite ever1...i woke up and news of mj dying was all over.

i admit that he's a weird person with that change of looks..but his passion for dance was really admirable..bcoz of him...others were inspired..that moon walk and that crotch thingy haha..



it was a nice appearance...although the hopes were unsuccessful..am still happy..but a bit on the bittersweet side...

tis june hols...after u said it..ya...i now realised how much updates and infos were transfered...hehehe..it could go on till..i donno..it was fun though at least i find joy in it...didnt ya sista..hheheehh

next week is the start of my busy daylife...running around,books carrying,homework-ing, heavy bags...ultimate studying....fuuuuuuhhhhh.....come on..FIGHTING!!!..wooh

its 235 am..currently..

my pissed off thingy has overshadowed with the most beautiful voices..

it was just too beautiful for words...

awwww...my fav songs tooo...

a great treat...calming me down overwhelmingly...i feel soo great..i wanna scream.

how can someone have that voice..it totally melts me....aaahhhh

these few days..i keep worrying...

i thought it was only...minor..

but somehow..deep inside i felt hurt..i cant believe myself...over "things"..i would feel like that.

today i experienced all those emotions..mostly disappointment and anger...it pissed me off really badly..people, why cant you mind your own business..seriously.

hmmm..glad there's someone who could listen to my nonsense..heh..sharing woes is quite nice..

im feeling grumpy like the toast.....TT..boooo

hmmmmph..lets just live and forget...omo..wat has my life turned tooo..its weird