'aisyah..kau ade maternal instinct'....

ahhhh......why do people always say i am a motherly figure...even my sis said so..

i know im weird but this adds to my weirdness...

i mean..who in her 16th year is considered motherly..

i remembered in p6..when someone first said "aisyah,awk ade sifat keibuan"..i was shocked like wat....i was like huh?me?motherly?

its weird enough how i adore toddlers..ya why do like them eh?
hmm..aisyah..wat happen..is it the past heavy responsibilities that made u into this...?

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

The day of victory...heheh finishing exams...but the results..ehem i guess not..hahah

ooohhh...today was fun and crazy...too much outburst....i was too hyper..yuckious.

hahah...farah you made me guilty when you said i made you left out...i practically paid off by following you and your craziness..hehe sorry sorry i was always maintaining not showing it off...sooo heh

haha..its the start of my parteh~~..i feel soo suffocated..i wanna go out..but then...tmr got school of all the days...

hmmph...happy,excited..hahahhaha..naega mitcheosso...chongmal mitcheosseo~

that call was shocking but it was soo exciting.hahha....
that hand over mouth..relax la...hahah..i knoe ure ok with it oreadi..hahahhaha
hmmm..praying for the endless hope..wooo

today is the third letter day..heheh

14th may...a day filled with emotions..

frustrated..happy...excited...confused...everyhing come together..

seems like the other three are nice...proud..keke

hmmmm..tmr....let's end it allll!!!!


"my mama told me~"..hahahaha

meow meow meow~~~urf urf urf~

guesss what im doing....whahahak

im doing a medley of all the korean osts..dog and cats version with my sis..ya the older one...

while im studyin for geo..surf the int..we sang..wahlao

must have gone bonkers...

wooooot! hurry....come on...i wanna partreh~..


AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!

its a wonder how *things* made everything fine..

even if its frustating,painful and stupid..

the presence and anticipation filled up the emptiness and regrets..

its really an amazement on how that one no. bring happiness..

just a glimpse and it made me happy...

hee...hoping for greater *things*.....hmmph

it was touching,beautiful..and fantastic...good good..


haha..wat has my life turned out...its a weird but satisfying feeling

hooo..
it was satisfying yet it was...ehem..
bad me..
hehee..great job,neodulli gosangi manta~
im gonna make lapan teh again after exms..with great more things..more reasons to smile?haha



yo sista...lets parteh with c

AAAHHHHHHH!

WAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!

YAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SOOO HIGH UP IN THE SKY!..SOMEBODY STOP ME!

heeeeeheeeeeheeeeheeee

haaaahahahahhhahahahahahah

wakkakakakakakakakakakakakak.....

ooh the crazy bug has got me...ahhhhh!!!!

5 more days....
endurance...booosh


today is the last day of the week...and im pretty excited...

those papers that i took which are all sooo lactating.....FORGET IT...whats done cant be undone..

i didnt care about anything else...hahah..because..

i WANT TO PARTEH~~~~~....(8 teh?..hahah)

yes..its been a week without full commitment to my lappy..ooh...

and today is revenge...

yesterday...the stress brought craziness which i sang like 6 songs in a shot w/out stopping..i dont even care if its too loud..woooash really a great unwind..yeah babe


please..appear will ya?huh!!?

LETS FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING...LIFE HAS TO GO ON...bambam..himnae!

huuuuhuuuuhuuuu....tsk tsk...

wat a really bad day to end the week...booooo

yest i messed up my geo,quran...today tafsir and phy/chem....they sound sooo happy after the mcq exam...the answers were given and i can see that a lot got good except me..

haiz....why is it always like this....next week..booosh. my mum seem to anticipate a better perf of amaths result...wahlao............

i cant help myself but pout and kept quiet just now....im sorry...seriously it was frutrating..i wanted to fake a smile but i cant...

i know some of you are well irritated with my whining...even if i dont say out loud..i made blank faces..i ignore people...sorry..

i guess you people just have to wait till its over...


i seriously want to bawl my eyes out..keeping it inside is kinda hard...tsk tsk
hopefully somehow he will lift up my spirits?...hmmph

aaahhhhh~~~~~~~

currently memorising tafsir..forcing those infos in my brain with some chem/phy as an appetiser on the side...

acne are popping out of my chubby cheeks...its the stress...its always like that..coming out when im not in the best mood......

i messed up my geo,my quran...shhoooots seyh..wat i studied hard didnt came out which is sooooo booshboosh...oh my bambam life..

i guess its time to multitask again tmr..fiqh,tauhid,irk and some great maths..woosh...4 days for all those stuffings..just hoping my bambom brain can take it...

me:dont worry brain,i'll indulge you later on..with nice food and sleep....
brain:yay...eh?wat abt those 3 more exams...wait till end of the year la bambam..
me: ya..you're rite...ooh poor you T T

im going bonkers soon....aaaaahhhhh

you...yes you stop hiding,make yourself appear..now!