wat day is today?..

its bambam's day...hahaha..

so today was the day i was born with naimah..keke..

tanx you all for that 'unexpected' surprise...you all made it too obvious hehehe...

tanx for all those wishes:) love them and will cherish them..hehe

i nearly forgot it was my birthday until naimah wished me and im like..oh ya..today is the 20th eh..

i told my mum abt that surprise and she's like" eh,nari kaunye bday?eh?..mak ngatkan bsk..happy birthday to u~"

i myself forgot abt it,wat abt my mum..haha

so..enough of bday...a lot of hw undone..and haish..project..again!..ayyo..

i played this korean name game where you type in your full name and tada...and my name is Hong Hye Won..heehee..nice name:)


march?..hmmph..okay but the concept...why..??

hey...

that meeting was well...long winded...tired listening..hehe..cut it short la eh

haish..its soo stressing i can die..9 A1s...kinda impossible..seriously...my head hurts,my heart pumped like mad..hearing those words..i felt a really huge responsibility...wat if i did badly...im still hardly coping with my amaths..and others of coz..

i keep saying"mak...stressnye...takut ah"..and my mum will always reply" jgn stress2..just do your best..dont think too much"...hmmph mum tanx for those words but still my brain is like" you better be good..its not easy money!".....

so i guess...just do my best then...woots its only feb and i can feel the STRESSSSSSS!....okay relax..breath in...foooh..

am looking forward to see you..heeeheeee:)

woooh...end of this week!
projects done..yeah!...

3 days= 12 hrs of sleep...bu then its worth it i guess...hehe

so the video was hard to finish...tiring and frustrating but the end result is LOVE....heh...tanx you all for your hard work:)..i thought it would be crappy..i mean im not that gd in making vids...i was afraid it would not turn out as wat i expected...but alhamdulillah it did....fuuh

im grateful for all the good response..heh..although im tired the response made my day...i didnt know it would be popular..it can sell out like hotcakes..heheh..i know you all want a piece of it as memory...:)

well..i wanted to upload it here...but it takes a lot of time...so heres the link

ish!!

you devil child,why must you like the one that i like...go like someone else la...yucks

i cant believe i told that devil child warning not to like the same person...soo keypo le...

i even told her,that person is mine..pfft..must have been crazy..

well believe it or not...i had a dream yesterday that it would happen..wah deja vu...ish seriously wat i would not want to happen has happened...shhoooots man..heh

long week...
tiring and lots of mths hw..heh..ya expected..
so...alot of projects..well 2..heh...btw happy belated bday to you..hee..please go cut your hair^^

nothing much to say except that i miss raidah soo much now...
well...not seeing you for this few days is not a good feeling....i guess not seeing a fellow fren would be the same...in sec4..i feel a great importance of building a good rapport with my frens...trivial things or watso ever...i try to not ruin the frenship we have....

am just tryng to stay strong for myself and everyone...didnt want to be a wet blanket...will keep those probs to myself till i can as not to be a hindrance to anybody...

mayb im a bit stern a s a monitress...if i ever shouted at you or scold you..please do mind that its my duty and dont take it too hard...its hard for me too to do it...but i have to...sorry..


be strong,keep going..
we'll always be by your side..dont keep it to ur yourself alright?:)

full schedule week :

so...on sat..did my visiting with mimi,marinah and nadia..but then...the bad news came...shooots...we actually have amaths class remedial...i am soooo dead!..tch was mad at us okay...i can even imagine her disappointed face...huhuT_T...seriously..i felt down and totally guilty...but then since we wanna see raidah..happy face:)

went to buy gifts with nadia on the way to my eng pro,which is at my house..hehe...and soo we..hmmph..ate a lot than discuss...hahah...10 pieces of chicken..finished...wah tanxu all...and that generous helping of my mum's spaghetti...tanx..i love when people eat a lot at my house..heehee...

sun:
selenge day for me..i've been to raidah's place like lots and it has become my 2nd home..ehemm..but then..i went and took bus 21 that goes to school..ish2..crazy ah..
met her..and as usual..talked...and talked...did my amaths which made me high and crazy with mareena and jannah..well i was a bit more uncontrollable after janna and raidah's relative went home..hehe...well seeing raidah now..its good to see her laughing and all...hehe..i know you sick of my face already..kekek..see you next time...hehehe

hmmm...

i dint know the news would affect me that much..
i thought i could handle it with calm..eventhough it doesnt concern me physically..
i felt hurt inside...
piling it in my heart is really nervewrecking..i dont know how u could sustain it..

the wacky me has turned down a lil today...i was quiet from the time i came to school..nabihah said"mane virus awk..awk da find cure?"hehe.ya i know i've been crazy this few days..

but then...i think back and told myself to stop showing too much emotion..so..slowly one by one i started to open up...and became a bit wacky...sorry if my face was a bit stern..heh..cant help it..

its just that..i felt that i shouldnt be too happy..


p/s:atiqah..the 6oc..will rerurn it to ya on mon..please ah...no need to pay seriously!!

ponyo3x sakana no ko~~~~~

i am soo addicted to the song and heehe..i memorise someof the japan lyrics..english done now japan..wahak..

my hw..?well..partly done but those tys are too many to handle...

they are back on the scene more and more..hahahha..soo many vids yet unwatched...
i want ice cream though i have sore throat still..urggh..please go away..
i wanna go out and have fun..wanna go shopping..but then...this is my crucial year...

all those thoughts..i have to slowly diminish one by one..huhuT_T...

if u noticed my posts are sooo random and watever...nehmind me..im seriously wacked out..wattahe..have to stop being tooo crazy...STOP!....let's be a normal me...kekek

wats with the toncets man..go cut your hair u all!hehe

wat a wacky day:)

so today's amaths class was unexpectedly fun and very informative. i had a great time and now i know why tch never look at me when she said about 'failures remedial class'..its because she thought i passed..haha..no la tch i failed..

and so after the class..got bombarded with 3 units of tys which i had done last yr bt misplaced it..shoosh...we were going downstairs when heard some shouting..heh it was ust nasuha asking us to help open the door at the 2nd floor..she was cute..its been so long since she teached us..and the feeling was mutual although i still felt a bit intimidated meeting her..

went to raidah's house with atiqah,marinah and noruen..to umm..fetch her some books and supposedly to study amaths..haha...ordered mcd..haha so shameless..and arrived at her house with the foods already be sent..

so like i said..'supposedly studying' becomes into a "gambling den" when atikah and khairiah joined us next...haha not literall gambling of coz..but playing bluff and heart attack listening to musics...seriously the atmosphere is like gambling in a good way?hahak..

noruen actualy like wondergirls and shinee..haha..welcome to the gang..and the source was kbsworld..kekek.

and now..playing noraebang with my sis..remix of songs with dog and cat sounds..and even janggeum's version in a dog tone by me..i've become wackier and hyper nowadays..i know its irritating and loud..sorry for the inconvenience..but please bear with it for awhile..coz you'll never know when i'll stop..and when i do that,i may just stay quiet..heheheheh

ps: raidah..everything's gonna be fine:)i'll pray for you..hehe

hey..
so wat can i say..i am a weakling..
didnt come to school today although i really wanted to bcoz of amaths..heh..missing 1 amaths lesson is like missing a whole lot of thing..
it started with an irritating itchy throat and next day..fever breakout..
but ofcoz like anybody else..its kinda great not to be at school coz at least i gotta rest a bit more..
did my bio notes and khulasah throughout the day but still..bio unfinished..its like the longest notes i have evr done..seriously

i heard raidah and marinah came to school already..hehe..thank goodness you're back..but sadly im not there..btw thanx for the updates and wishes..i appreciate it really..soo happy to know that people realised im not there in school..haha..pathetic me..

and last but not least..happy bday masyitah:)