had a blast at yesterdays bdae party..?..hehe..so it was at raidah's house..

went to shop at ntuc first b4 going to her house for the ingredints..and that trolley..something's wrong with the wheels..the sound coming out of it is like threatening the person in front..ur scared when i speed behind u arent ya..haha..dont even deny..

so i helped out with the brownies..and i made the drinks and then kak ---..i donno her name,wat was her name raidah?..well she asked me"da biasa masak di rumah ya?"..and i was like..'ah..bole la..tk slalu"..the last time i helped cook was when my mum was sick..haha..

played card games..and sure it was fun..then ate..surfed the net and found out something..hmm surprising?yet expected from azlin..hahak...and played the infamous curtain games by marinah and laughed out lots..and soon..i suddenly felt weak and tired..hahak..must have been the attachments...i even slept at 830pm on my sofa..hahak..the earliest so far

i was not boring..ehem i mean bored..hehe..or mad or anything..just exhausted..okay?..oookay:)
sorry if i was a wet blanket..

at least anchovy got to do wat he always do at the GY DJ...heheh rite?:)

hello~~

and soo..today is my last day at the childcare..and it was kinda sad..hehe but then a scary scenario happened...

while we were going out for lunch searching for a place to sit..i saw this guy in blue shirt..he was looking at us stealthily.. i saw him and quickly told kak fadh to walk quick...wooh..so we were saved..

while taking pics and eating suddenly...its that guy again approaching...we were all panicky and shouting/whispering'cepat2..lari..cepat org tu nak dtg!!"..i was the first to walk away thinking they will follow behind...but then i heard them shouting'aisyah simangoon!"...

woah..my full name..something must have happened...so i walked like heck..looking back to take a glance..oh..shooosh he was following me...and soo i hid behind and he lost me soo he went the other way..

my heart was thumping like mad..seriously i was speechless..then i saw them they were on the other side of the road..coming to me..i was like"did he really follow me?"...they said"ya..lps awk jln teros die ikut belakang awak"..the word 'teros'..scared the shhoot out of me..fuuh

and soo we quickly ran into the childcare and bang the door open..we were scared to death..the tchrs were all..'oh laki tu eh?"..they knew that guy!!..he was always wandering arnd they said but recently he did appear until today... even the kids called him 'abang'..watta

then..when we wanted to go out to buy something for the tch..ahh!! he was there coming towards us at the door...soon enough he went away after a scolding from one of the tch...he was tooo scary...the tch asked"die da berkenan ngan sape ni?"..and they said he likes it when pple laugh..wahlao eh

since that perveted incident..i just cant stand other seemingly pervert ppl...

i played with the kids and spent time with them a lot today although i was too tired..im gonna miss them..took some pics with them..and i went to each of them..helping them to colour,listening to their stories and storytell..

helped out tch anita with her work..cut,pasted and soo forth..took her pic..and told her it was my last day..and the kids were too cute when i said gdbye..they were all'kakak..kakak nak balik?""kakak..salam!"...even the chinese salam me.heheh..

although today..the class was not filled up..alot didnt came..and some went home early b4 i could take more pics with them...i surely cherished that moment..

the principal,mdm samiah told us..if they were gonna have a field trip or anything,she will contact us...and if we wanna come again..we could just give a call to volunteer..heheh

got some pics but will upload them later on..

izzati n.. ahmad..the 2 quiet kids..hee
the super hyper asyikin
self-sacrificing safwana..heh..she sacrificed her toys for her frens..soo nice

hmm..back from the childcare..the journey is 1 1/2 hr from home to there..that itself tires me out..heh

as soon as i got there..they were all watching spongebob..and they were like..eh you came!..haha..then bilqis came and shouted my name through the window..i was..uhmm shocked..heehee..

got two more addition to the grp..afeeq and faheem..as usual they awkward at first but then started to talk to me while playing showing wat they did to the toys eg.aeroplane,rocket..

during playground time..i didnt play wit them as in..play the slides literally..i guess my energy were worn out listening to their stories nonstop..woah..they sure got lots to tell..haha..

even bilqis and safwana asked"kakak..asal mase tu kakak main slide,nari tak?"..my reply:'ah..kakak penat..korang main la..nnti kakak catch eh"..haha..lame answer

today..mayb bcoz its monday,they dont play that much except that number game..haha..b4 bhoon thet came..i was involved in the game..


when tch called out ur number ur supposed to stand..and my no.is 5. i sure was too fast..when tch called out 5..like lightning,i stood up and my partner zohaib who was suppose to stand up too was like blur not knowing wat to do..haha..even the tch laugh seeing my speedness..heheh

naptime..while the kids were sleeping,tch doing her work..i sat there reading book and listening to music..i read and read and unconsciously slept there for about 1/2 hr..hahahk..seriously i was too tired..i cant stop my heavy eyelids from drooping leading me to dreamland..

milo time..and ahmad..well he had a gd appetite today..he kept 'kakak aisyah..can i have some more biscuits"wit that soft spoken voice of his..seriously..too soft..hahak..but sure he was cute..



faheem,izzati and ahmad kept showing wat they did to the lego toy that they receive..hehe..there's a rocket,aeroplane,gun(asyikin made that..heh),boat with chocolate flavoured soup(izzati)..hahah..and multi storey boat...they kept saying'kakak..look"..kakak!kakak!"..



tmr shall be my last day...im hoping for a grp pic..hehe..just for memory

had a fun day yesterday..hehe..posted this for my memory..

got wat i wanted,gave wat i initiated,ate and drank wat i love..heheh..it was supposed to be an

anxious day for me..but somehow..i maintained my position..hahak..and i felt weird taking it

with full confidence..like as if nothing happened..it was supposed to be quite embarrassing infront

of that familiar face..but its like as though i knew her all along..hahahk..at last its in my hand..and

it felt a bit..heheh..but sure i was happy..and i keep looking back..in the night..sneaking arnd like

some freak..wait till evryones asleep b4 i took the last glance..hahahak..



hee..glad you love it..
u are gd to me too..
hehe..lets stay like this okay:)

PHRASE OF THE DAY: "teacher..i want to pass urine""ok go"

fromleft:ahmad,qilbis,safwana,bhoon thet,izzati(horizontal)heh

fromleft: mia,zohaib

and soo its the start of the attachment and i have 8 kids under me..safwana,zohaib,bhoon thet,izzati,mia,qilbis,ahmad and 'spring'asyikin. and im under tch anita's supervision..well..she's okay..except that she's a bit scary and stern..she's not that friendly but it was fine..hehe

everyone was wondering who i am..the kids i mean..and i just smiled and said hi..they didnt really respond at first except syikin who smiled non-stop at me..

slowly..i talked to safwana..then she talked abt her family and stuff..then zohaib started talking to me..next qilbis..

cut some word cards by tch and wooh tanx to that yescom experience i finished 16 pages in 10 mins..heehee..playground time!

those kids are super hyper..i played with them and all seems to be talking to me now..and keep calling'kakak!kakak aisyah!"..all the girls actually fight to hold my hands and continously pulled my hand around tiring me out..and we played slide together..seriously i love the bumpy slide..LOVE ITT!..hehe..i became 'orang rumah' for a while bcoz they said wait if im not there..they dont have the key to the house to play slides..hahahk..watta..so i became that and help them up for the slides..

qilbis cracked me up..she asked"kakak..kakak pakai perfume eh?"..me:"tkla..bedak"..qilbis:"kakak bau wangi"...heheheh..soo sweet..u made my day

i learned some children psychology..wahak..when they were given plastecine(spelling?)..the boys would make racing cars and soo forth..but girls..roti prata and cake.hahak..i started making an epok2 out of it..and everyone wants one..hehehe..shower time next..and i saw both *toots* of boys n girls..hahahks.

sleeping time..wah if only we had that in school..1pm!lunch time..ate burger..where?at the playground..hahak..pathetic but fun eating with kak fadh,kak sarah,nasirah and iffah..and wooh i heard some dirty secrets..heeh..

3pm: wake up time for the kids and milo time with biscuits..izzati and ahmad the two quiet kids..open up to me..and talk lots..they were too cute

they all keep "kakak aisyah!kakak!kakak aisyah!"..bcoz they want me to storytell..and all keep fighting wanting to tell me stories of themselves..woah they got loads to say..everyone keep taking my hands..wanting to 'pimpin' asked me loads of questions..im deadbeat already..

the most memorable thing ever..asyikin the hyper one..sang baney's 'i love you' and molest me later..hahaks..no..she kept hugging me and kissing me on my hands..and the others follow..hugging me till im outta breath..hahaks..

5pm:GO HOME!..everyone said goodbye..and asked if im coming tmr..and salam me..they were soo cute..not to be biase but i think mia,izzati and ahmad are my fav..hehe..they were too cute..for a sec..i tot mia was chinese..but she spoke malay..haha

long post? yarh sorry..i keep to details too much..heehee=D

bought some books today and after that..the start of wacky day..haha..

so straight to TM after that with nadia..and marinah next..we round the mall..and decided to

watch twilight after much consideration..hehe..it was unexpectedly great..i was worried at first

coz..as you all know its about vampires..but then the plot was great,suspenseful and nice hot guy

and pretty lady..hahak..marinah kept fangirling abt the lead..okay..i admit he is hot...especially

with those shades but marinah was a bit too excited abt him..pushing nadia arnd..hahak..so

funny..and there's three young boys sitting in front of me and they cracked me up..one time

when edward kissed bella on her forehead..one boy said"eew..why soo stickky?"..wahaha..omg

you boys..and they are excited too..mayb abt the kiss scene hahahk...after that..nadia went on

this irritating accent..and we all talk the same way..watta..haha...and she kept saying"this is soo

marinah/raidah/aisyah" yarh rite..hahak..crazy you.

sorry you guys..you have to accompany find the box that my sis wanted..you all must have been tired..sorry nadia n marinah.

tomrrow is the start of my 'working day'..wish me luck^-^

watching vids..about those accidents that took place..i regretted..it only brings back bad memories..

i know its not only me who have accounted accidents..but the one that i experienced still play back in my mind vividly..

although its been seven yrs since that incident..and only a few knew about it..it still is a memory that i wished to forget..

the screamings,feeling of being tumbled thrice in the van and feeling helpless in that cold,quiet road..it was horrible..i dont ever wanna experience it no more..

its been a nightmare to me....i hate feeling panicky,trying to comfort myself that its not gonna be an accident if something were wrong in bus or cars..even if it was only slight speeding..i try not to show..but my heart's thumping like mad..

it haunted me for years but i hope it will slowly become a sweet memoy at the back of my mind...time heals all wounds..as it is said...i guess i'll just have to wait longer..

recently,while im using the comp..watching vids..there's this devil child behind me

creeping,looking at wat im watching...how i hate it...i knew what she's doing this devil child...and

now creeping behind her like a devil sis..i will secretly creep behind her and found that she was

watching wat i was looking last time...seriously..GAL..

why do you have to intrude my privacy..shhoooshhht..and now you're hogging the comp like heck..24/7?..watta..and if i were to use it for the sec time as i only used it for an hour..she will talk back at me saying she only played for a while in the morning..hello? 5 hrs is not A WHILE..aishhh!..fuuh

ok enough of it oreadi...hmm..im currently watching 'on air','new heart','little nonya','my precious you',worlds within'time btw dog n wolf' for the 2nd time....i gave up on 'east of eden'...its too long and draggy..haish so wat for the gd cast...if it were to shown on tv..then i guess i'll follow...'iljimae' is next on my list..i watched 'baby n me' and it was the cutest movie..boz of the baby mason..omg,he's the cutest thing ever,remind me of nabil..hehe...even if in the movie stars jang guen seuk,i cant be bothered bcoz of the baby..wahahaha

now you know why i've been loitering at home..too busy watching dramas..hahah..till hw not done..no lah..i will do it..but man man lai..got at least 3 wks now..heheh

i have been updating nearly everyday..haha..watever!

am still loitering around the house...but at least an improvement on my maths hw..hahak..done a few pages..but still..woosh..

i guess i cant go for the class outing....but you all have fun la eh:)..

i keep dreaming of you guys,teachers..hehe..im not even eager of going to school..but i guess i miss you all..?hehe...and ya..i dream of this someone..hahak..nice one..wahahak

birthday presents piling up..there's lots of peeps out there whom i haven give prez too..haish..soo sorry you guys:(..nxt yr kay?but i cant promise for an immediate one heh..u know wat i mean..

nice song man..'bolero'..heeh..

im talking nonsense..haha..im soo bored and i always crave for something to eat..currently..BK...seriously the ad makes my mouth water..okay..unimportant thing to say again..oh yeah watever..lalalalalalala

cant wait for it to be in my hands..common babe..come to mama!

so i wanted to watch GDA online..but shhoooots the server is not working..i was like waiting..wooh got through and then it got stuck and thats it..i gave up and wait till its uploaded on utube..wahlao eh..all this internet tv is always like that...and soo some are uploaded already..and "under my SKY" cracked me up..watte?haha dongkis have to sing that line from now on i guess if they were to sing it live haha...why is under my skin considered provocative?hahahahak..well..congrats to them for winning lots..hehe



eat up will ya..?those collarbones are piercing to ur skin..