PICTURES!!

1st Day of Raya:

Friday 3 Oct:

assalam.alaik,
yesterday was the first hari raya outing with frens...well ididnt expect us to be a grp of 15..hehe..i thot it was only a few..but no worries the more the merrier..hehe
so start of from pasir ris to tampines...first time i felt that we had lots of time but since nekma have to go for tuition we rushed a bit..ouh missed pops in seoul..hehe..
had lots of fun kidnapping other people's hp and other's lil sis..hahah..not literally..heeh...sorry if i hug ficky and nir's lil sis..heheh..i just love kids..if they dont try too hard to attract attention haha..they are soo cute heehee and soo light..of coz la eh.
took loads of pics using my bro's cam..hehe..and ust syikin's house is soo beautiful..its country style and its nice...and her room wow!..got LCD tv okay..wahlao....how i wished for that kind of room..hehe but i have two sisters to share with..heee
the pics...i'll upload later on..heehee

ok..bye..monday schooling..ahhh!!

Its the first day of raya..so i had apologized and said Selamat Hari Raya to my family..hehe..instead of being all emo and stuff..as usual everyone was like joking around waiting for the green enveloped..hee
next went to nanny's house and hehe we were late..arrived at around 415pm..i thot my cute cuzzie went back already..but fuuh they havent even arrived yet..so watched tv then "assalamualaikum!"yay!! my cute cuzzies...
well..i only get along with little cuzzins..and those who are like 11 and above i wont bother haha...
darimi kept imitating me..when i do this he'll do that..hahah..and daniah ouh soo cute..she loves it when i carry her on my lap..naseb ringan..haha..they both are soo cute i wanna kidnap them for a day..can?hahaha..

mayb its only the start of raye..soo.i dont eat lots...i didnt even eat at my nanny's house..i felt full..well lets see a few more days and i'll eat like there's no tomorrow..heheh

have a nice day there:)

Its hari raya already!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..Maaf Zahir Dan Batin
Hereby i wanna say sorry :
if i made you all angry,
if i was too honest that it break your heart,
if i scolded you all when on monitress duty or not,
if i was too whiny(safia i know i whined too much at you..heehe),
if i was not a good fren enough,
if i did mistakes towards you all,
if i shouted at you all,
if i made such a boring expression that it ruins your day.....and so on and so forth...there's too many to include but i hope you all understand and forgive me..heehee..will you forgive me?


And to my family,sorry for everything...

Thinking about all the mistake i did..hmm..soo sad...well..have a great raya and stay happy always!XD<3<3

weehee...
tonight is hari raya!!..haha..Selamat Hari Raya everyone!!
i just finished helping my mum weave the ketupat...its not that easy to weave,i only managed to do it after 2 hrs of teaching haha..very slow huh..ya i know...i cant wait to help my mum bake cake lapis and coconut macaroons..woooh!!
so happy that today im not schooling till next mon..and yeah..im sooo gonna eat a lot tonight..my mum is making a feast..heehee.

Random:
they are all progressing now with great success..when are you all coming out to the scene..come on..hurry....please dont leave anybody out...that person is emo-ing on the cyworld..heee

overwhelming emotions keep rushing through me..

sadness,happiness,insecurity...

kept thinking of the past..memories,lovely or just traumatic..

my inner self seems to be bleak..

lost of confidence...unsure of the future even the present..

failing is overshadowing me...

loneliness is overcoming me..

it feels weird.........though its the truth i have to accept

yoyo...
hmm.its friday..yay!& its 145am rite now....alone outside the living room laughing alone like a maniac.. watching vids...talking-typing..heh..wooo~~~

cut my hair already..really short one..well to me..coz ive always had this long hair...haha...and talking bout the day i wanna cut my hair....me and mareena,raidah,nir,qeeyo,qaqa were going to break our fast at century so on the way i tot i shud cut my hair since i dont wanna go out on sat..mareena accompanied me there..thnkuso much..saranghaeyo..hee...and guess what...the muslimah shop was supposed to close at 6..i arrived at 520...and the person said"bsk ble?..dtg bsk eh dik..org ptg rmbt da balek ah.."i was like watta...i came all the way and she went back already?!....so we decide to round the place to find other salon.....round and round we go..at last found this one empty salon..well only the hairstylist is there..and its cheaper $12..saved my $3...heh..it was a bob..and some how..i felt weird...was it the rite one for me..?...oklah..wateva.. so then went to eat at food culture...and we talked..laughed..silly jokes..and etc...prayed and went arnd as if tmr got no sch...hahah..

well..i was really"bluurish"today...

chem was unexpected...and i was disappointed....amaths was stressing....and i felt like crying...i tried hard to control myself and force myself to stay happy and it really hurts suppressing myself..but it just overshadowed me...sorry if i was not responding...or ignoring..

sneeze2 go away..please never come back again...its been 2 weeks so give me a break..i really abhore you soo...2 packs of tissue a day is no mean feat....so please insyallah..you'll go by next week..?

change the song..again..hahah..its fun changing songs ..and this song reminds me of an anime series..i doono but somehow it sounded familiar...hmm
3 down,5 more to go..oh..test please end quickly..heehee..OMONA!...after a weak of rest for hari raya..then..AHHH! 2 more weeks for exam...ouh man..even test i havent started..talk about exam..haish...im always like this...so i guess i'll start revising by tomorrow..ya..i HAVE to!
this is random..hee..i seriously wanna cut my hair shorter..anybody wanna accompany me and cut together..?>_<..heeheee..i donno why...its my obsession of the desire to have short hair..hahaha...and cats where are you?i think they are captured and killed for food at the zoo..poor cats..i havent seen garfield and dinner since the start of this month...where are they?i miss them..heh..

whats done is done...

ahnyong..

so yesterday went out again for pro and break fast outside with frens at poppeye.

its my first time eating there..heheh.but sure it was nice...the chickens are crunchy and huge..hahah..i even gave some to azlin...hehe..so we talked,and talked....until we finished our dinner..prayed at the staircase and guess what...we prayed on top of a vodka cardboard..wat the?..hahah..but since we're ignorant of it..its ok..i was the first to find that the cardbox was actually vodka's and i was like hhhh!!...went to the viewing mall next and we kinda just took pics and soo on..haha..i remembered their shocked faces when i abruptly said"asslamualaikum"in a deep voice...was it really scary?kekek....took the skytrain next to terminal2 to sent zee off to the...train..haha..ok lame...i was excited in the skytrain..hehe..da lame tk naik....and zeee..omo..she was sooo excited knowing that her frensaw hyunbin..haha..i was like covering her and calming her down...hahaha..it was sooo funny...and soo we sent zee off..and byed her from above..haha.....continued to T3..and bought my fav white choco dream and the oh so delicious choc chip cookie..yumyum....

went back home after that...and it was late..and i felt really tense and guilty...the bus was late..and thats not all...the door cant be closed and it was fixed after 15 mins of waiting...fuhyow...

school is back...tests are piling..and im still slacking...haiyayai

aww..the season is back..for wat?to start sneezing and coughing..hahah...well ..everyone seems to have the flu now and im not spared...wahlao it'd only been a few days since ramadhan....

so yesterday..with groggy me...me,nadia and itah took pics for the pro..halimah cant make it so...

it started really early in the morning...and then we went to geylang...and then to kill time...we went to buy some stationeries and to nadia's house...heheh...we seriously were killing time...we watched hantu ambulance at nadia 's house...well at last the actors are someone im familiar with...but..it was not at all scary and it was quite lame..hahah...seriously..only suzanna freaked me out coz she looked kinda scary like nenek keba***....so we did the thing for the project...and went out again at night to take pics and of coz...buke!!..my stomach was growling like mad..hehe...we wanted to eat at ramen ten..but then...were afraid to go in and check out the price...we didnt want it to be too expensive..haha..then itah said"delifrance ah"..ape lagi..me and nadia agreed..we almost agreed to everything..keke...so at last food at delifrance yum..the tuna bread and mushroom soup..ouh...soooo DELICIOUS!..Hahahahah..