hi...
im going crazy with tests and things......................life just...stinks...im tired...haish..i know you all are too...i have this feeling of me failing amaths...and ive always thought of giving up amaths........i know i shudnt..if not i would have wasted my parents money......please shook me hard and convince me of going on...........sigh..............and grp projects..............weeesh.......i hope they dont exist coz its ..........dont even wanna think about it.........i realised that as you grow up....best frens do not exist in my life but those you really need are those who are always with you and understand you and like the same thing as you do....everything is so bleak...always..i myself think..im a bad fren...and mayb i dont deserve their concern..but i tried showing concern and really hope they acknowledge....im not an expressive person and thus my real feelings are unknown........ive been thinking for a while...and i hate myself....for everything.....maybe i need some self relfect.....i blamed myself for everything....i think its part of growing up where you think more maturely and rationally......friends...sorry and i hope you forgave me of all my doings cause i feel sinned...thanks for those who forgave and sorry for those who think my apology is not worth it.
Its been stressful these days and i kept having those kind of feelings deep etched in my heart.....

you are not unwanted coz if you are then im nothing

hellooo...

tomorrow is last day of school hol...awwww..so sad...amaths test!!!!ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........

ok...to unwind i posted a new song by bigbang..yay..big bang is back!...hahah..they all look 'dark' withh black eyeliner and g-dragon's hair...it just seems weird and ..hehe..uglyy...their live perf was great hope to see them perform on MB..ok...tats all got to cont studying..bubbye:)

HELLO!
hehe..so today started out with natinal day celebration...with that one bun..heheh..and continued with our notice board which turned out quite well only need a lil touch up...and later on after school it was fun but it was well...expensive?..hahahk...went with raidah,mariri,nadia to TM to..actually eat at seoul garden which i crave and yearn for but then we were off time and it was friday..so no student meal..they changed...so we decided to go to swensen..wah mcm kaya...evrone ate pasta and we ordered earthquake to be shared among us...hahahaha..there's a lot of awkward/funny moments..we were like this budak mane henta...then we ordered...then ahahaha..that waiter..mariri suke..ahahahaha...it was soo awkward that it turned out funny ..hahahahah...after eating went to pray and round the mall...heard the "tell me"song in a shop...and me and mariri da..."omona sign"..and sang along..hahah...nadia went back oreadi..imagine her...hahaha...automatically with the dance..kekekekeke....

ahnyong!
so i spent my saturday....sleeping,watching vid on comp,tv,homeworks...heheheh
alhamdulillah our school got first place for the arab quiz...yay!...
so the mtvasia awards was yesterday at 11pm...watch it with someone not in my house..ahahah..u know who u are...and yayay!!sj won!!haha..im grinning like wat..i noe u're too..hehehehe...well there were 11 instead of 13....they performed "mirror" and "man in love"...so the first song was live and nice..but the 2nd one i guess its lipsynced?...hehehehe..

wat happen to heechul's hair?haha..no worries it was perfected during the perf

heebum and champagne..cute:)

moshi moshi,
my body ache all over..bcoz of the silat yesterday,hehehe..so unfit..my ribcage hurts evrytime i laugh hehehe...so funny..it somehow ache but tickles..keke....
wow today..i spent alot!..really...and im gonna spend again to buy a new clothe..heeeheeee indulges!...and my wish was fulfilled today!..i ate the waffle dream that i craved at swensens ..weeheee! so tats all..i got my bio notes n compo to do..ah! tauhid test...haish...study again....
Random:
Hehehe..this is heechul's new cat...its soo cute!!! i wnat it..:)


bubbye then..:)

heiyyyo...
this week was tiring...i went back home late nearly everyday...woosh..im dead beat.. i missed most of my shows..heheh...i seemed to shout a lot this days to zip people's mouth..well its my job to keep it quiet...its irritating when peeps just dont listen to u..they think you're just kidding...and soo on..and only shut their mouth for a sec after i shout at them...ouh please people dont you all have ears??why ignore?...bamabamleshmaketesh....fuuh....im soo pissed off..seriously...cant u just keep quiet...why treat me like as if im invisible...why is everything not under control now?.............:(...i seriously am stressed and sometimes just wanna breakdown..but i cant..i hv to be strong ..i have to endure....im soo sorry..im not bashing here..i just have to let go of my feelings deep in my heart...i might just go crazy if i dont...i dont really talk about my problems...so sometimes i can have this moody face all day...even itah told me tat i looked 'sad' these days...well...i tried my best not to show..but sometimes..it just shows......

Ok...enough of sensitiveness...lets talk other things...hmmph...so a lot have happen to fellow13 and 5(if u know wat i mean)...been happy with new things coming out...and!at last yescom thingy is finished...yesterday we all finished the 50 decks..wooohooo!! aja2 hwaiting!!

thats all i guess...sorry if u hate this post of mine...well.....bye...

Assalamualaikum..
yesterday went to itah's place for malay discussion,we got crazy ideas...and soo on..and we..well talked alot than do..heheh...we laughed a lot too...soo funny..it was this minor2 thing..but it made us laughed out like heck...hehhhhheeee...again..khairiah taking pictures of my embarassing moments...serious man..since that trip from terengganu..and then when it started to pour heavily,we started to talk about ghost stories except iklil..hhahaha...she was all freaked out...but still we went on and on...it was scary and fun..with thunders and all...iklil plug her ears with full blast music to avoid hearing us..kekekeke..u so funny...then we continued doing our pro...woooh!!!!!we finished the case..yes!alhamdulillah i meant....but still the karangan..we havent start yet..

Bought some books at the library book fair today and searched for clothes but then..well didnt bring enough moneh...soo then went to NTUC...bought carbonara sauce and fettucine for dinner..yesh..my fav!!..

so thats all for today bubbye!

konichiwa!
so sj concert was over..hehehe...it was good..heeh..nothing happen for the past few days only that today...*sigh*maths!!..wahlao...i think i failed ....the marks wre like 20..and i lost like 10 marks!!woo hoo!..yay me!(rolls eyes)...
sad..sad..ok watever!
hehehe..had silat today.soo it wasnt that bad as it was silat pengantin..sooo..it wasnt like a drill like they did last time..poor them...so i learnt some few steps and it was funny..some..
tomorrow..i will be going out for malay discussion at itah's..there will be lots of crazy ideas going out there..hehehe my group will know what i mean..so thats all...tatatititutu...

i changed the song..hehehe..i like this song..its..to me..soothing..?

Ahnyong!
so yesterday went to watch 10 promises for my dog..it was a really touching story..but i didnt cry though..maintain..heheheh..bought nir's bday prez next..late prez..sorry nir.

so today..after came back from school..straight went to raffles place for the coolktime thingy that i won.Hahah..i feel soo weird being the only girl in the business distict..haha...so i spot korea plaza and went in the place..which is senyap sunyi sepi with only one receptionist with me...so she gave me the things..it is a korea sparkling t-shirt..and a "songs from korea dvd"..it was quite good..with kpop including sj,dbsk,ss501,boa n many more and also kdrama ost..wooh! i thought it was only songs but it was inclusive of its videos also.hehehehe..

Hello..
as usual..reviews for the past few days...

7 July:
Last day of school hol..hahah..did hw..watch tv,surf comp...and listen to ckt.
HAHA...believe it or not...i won the dayly request..i just requested a song for fun..and it came out lastly and announced that i won..woooh!..but i haven gone to take it yet..but shuut..i have to go all the way to raffles..but watever la...if im free then im gonna take it.

8 july:
today is the sj jp mtg...hehehh..but kb is not there..so sad..so 12 instead 13....



10 july:
hahah..funny incident today...during hadiths class with ust Q..we were talking bout the universe and b4 that and shab say bout Big Bang...and i and didi was looking at each other..haha big bang!..then ust Q said.."mcm band kan big bang..ape tu korea punye.." then i was like ust,u know?!..then she mumbled something like"saye nie pasal korea nie saya tau.." 80..OMO..ust are you like me too? mayb you watch kdramas..hahahahahah

11 july:
so its friday!!! my fav day...bcoz its weekend the next day!...sooo as usual it was a long day...and after amaths..its supposedly cca silat for me...but as i have this "ukiran"thingy..i passed..yay!no silat 4 me..hehehe...so me,raidah,farah,qaqa,nazeha went to sec 3G to do the thing.
It was clay...we have to draw on clay!fUn!!! firstly i didnt know what to draw..then i thought of butterfly...but then...ust supijah asked me to do the school building..i was like....???how am i going to draw it without any sample...so at last khaliesah told me that i can do the school's badge since she found it hard to do....so i took my badge off..and start sketching on the clay...farah did 2 maarifians holding hands,raidah did the school's it lab..seriously raidah..its nice..im not lying!!!...so i engrave it and the hardest part was the shape of the badge...hahah..but i still managed to finish it after 1hr 15 mins...im done!! i wrote my name aisyah s.....hahahah..so happy...and the secret to doing it is "dont think" according to Encik Iskandar.believe it or not...i did not think anything except engraving it in my own sweet time..and practically my mind off to some korean things..hahahahah!!!! and i finished it!!wooohooooo!!!!
when i alight at my house bustop..i met amienah and my mum..haha....my mum bought arnolds chicken for dinner..yay!thanx mum..haha..i requested yesterday...hahahah..yumyum!